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ill know what you'll do


you'll be ok.

 

This week was supposed to me nice and full of more freedom. My parents are on a holiday for a week, so me and Leonie are home alone.
But all we do is fight fight fight.
And now I'm here with cuts and bruises on my arm.
Nice.

I wish my parents came home.

 

I wanna lose like 40 lbs. I'm so tired of feeling fat.

 

I'm pretty damned sure I was sexually molested when I was too young to remember. I looked up the signs and I have like over 80% of them.

...the really scary thing is the only people who really had access to me is my mom and my dad and I kind of think my dad did something.

 

Find out 100% before you jump to any conclusions.

 

Goddamnit!

I stepped on a nail that was in a 2x4 at work yesterday morning around 11. I worked the rest of the day (until 5) and I didn't get the to hospital until 6 just to get a tetnus(sp?) shot.

It's pissing me off because I have to walk with a limp because it happened right at the most stressful part of my foot, and it's just wearing me out.

Kids, don't step on nails.

Fuck!

 

I don't know how many of you know about the defect in my chest wall but I visited the Cleveland Clinic about two months ago to undergo preliminary screenings to have it repaired. The doctor's are fighting with the insurance company to prove to them that I need the surgery. It's killing me to wait this long because I haven't heard from them about it. I really need this to fall through. It's going to change my life.

 

I really hope everything works out for you, Will.

 

Thank you. I appreciate it.

 

shit.

i have two girls who both really like me and i like both of them but if i go out with one, the other will hate me..

 

Heh.

@Tom!
I'm sort of in a similar situation It's not fun.

 

I'm not jumping to any conclusions...i'm not going to do anything about it. It just crossed my mind is all.

 

I don't understand it. I'm making with the friendship-attempting, but I can't seem to make friends here.

With new people, I don't understand why I'm so terrified of introducing myself. I'm so shy.

It's the same with swimming. There's a whole team there, and I can't seem to slide myself into there, and make friends.

I guess this whole thing doesn't matter, I mean, I have other friends.

 

I'm the same way, dear.

I don't really understand either.

 

*hug* I don't know, I was different before I moved. I'm terrified of making a fool of myself in a language I don't completely understand now.

 

Stupid selfish insurance companies. <_<
Best of luck to you, Will.


Mali - *hugs* I think I'll be in the same position as you when I move to BC minus the different language part.

 

Thank you. For the hug, not the problem part.

 

Last day of school today, I was so choked up I almost burst into tears at my achievement evening. Its so sad, im moving away, leaving friends, family and my girlfriend behind, and I dont have a choice about it.
I'm worried about making new friends, so I shall soon be in the same boat Mali, just again apart from the language difference bit.
Also I'm sad because my girlfriend is currently walking around a high street with a boy that obviously fanices her, and she has kinda 'cheated' on me before so yeh, but I guess im just the jealous boyfriend.

 

Best of luck, Will. Hopefully everything will turn out alright.

 

I hope everything works out, Will. Hopefully, someone with damn brains will point out to the company exactly how moronic they are being.

@Mali- I know that feeling really well. No matter how outgoing anyone is, its just something about a new atmosphere. I should know: I've moved to around 5 different places. Don't worry: in a matter of days or weeks you'll just dissolve in, if thats the expression I want.