Lost in the line where the equilibrium distorts Balanced by the difference of our words & thoughts Still trying to push through the senses I've lost I'm still trying to remember what it is I've forgot This puzzle has no answer, this riddle has no clue The questions that I ask just take me further from you Colorless pictures & unreadable letters Speaking meaningless words out loud to help me feel better Hypocritical judgment decides what's best for me Cryptic opinions measured with abstract symmetry Emotionless expression defines the silence and how I got it Distanced by saying one thing and meaning the opposite I never knew I could suffer through what appears surreal Hoping my dreams can describe what it is I feel I stop closing my eyes before I even get there Thinking it's a contradiction based on why I care To juxtapose the elements that makes this worth living Is to wait to see if the answer can be more forgiving