Got Something You Want To Let Out?

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  1. Messy Marj

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    DUN-DUN-DUN!!!!!

    Meela's back. ^_^

    *humps Meela*
     
  2. Intergalactic Christ

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    Would you seriously ignore her and start talking about video games? :unsure:
     
  3. Razan

    Razan SUGAAAR!

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    (w00t) MEELA! (w00t)
    Your back! Where were you? I missed you! =D

    saunderitos, umm thanks? :hugz:
     
  4. Mechanical Christ

    Mechanical Christ Ein heißer Schrei LPA Super Member

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    Yeah baby. Hahahaha



    YES, I'M BACK.


    PH34R M3H. :chemist:
     
  5. Evan™

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    Would you seriously ignore her and start talking about video games? :unsure: [/b][/quote]
    well...i admit i have done that once or twice, but i never said that "im ignoring you for my precious games!". i just told her in a nice way that i had to go and do work(techincally its work if you call programmin) or something....but i keep her up on how "work" is going so she would feel reassured that im not doing something weird...
     
  6. Intergalactic Christ

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    well...i admit i have done that once or twice, but i never said that "im ignoring you for my precious games!". i just told her in a nice way that i had to go and do work(techincally its work if you call programmin) or something....but i keep her up on how "work" is going so she would feel reassured that im not doing something weird... [/b][/quote]
    I see, should I worry?
     
  7. Amanda.

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    maybe he does care...he just as problems expressing it...sort of like me...my ex said that sometimes when i was listening to her, i would "drfit off" somewhere..which is bullshit, i was actaully trying to think of thigns to say but sometimes its very hard in certain situations because i knew i cant do anything about it as much as i wanted to.... [/b][/quote]
    Well, obvioulsly he didn't have problems expressing his feelings before since he called her all these pet names, etc. It sounds like he either a) liked you before but now his feelings changed for some reason or B) he was fucking around with you (it happens a lot).
     
  8. Intergalactic Christ

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    Well, obvioulsly he didn't have problems expressing his feelings before since he called her all these pet names, etc. It sounds like he either a) liked you before but now his feelings changed for some reason or B) he was fucking around with you (it happens a lot). [/b][/quote]
    He still doesn't have problems calling me pet names and stuff, but he never actually has shown he cares when something upsets me.
     
  9. Amanda.

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    He still doesn't have problems calling me pet names and stuff, but he never actually has shown he cares when something upsets me. [/b][/quote]
    Hmm, maybe he is just the type to call people those types of names. You know those people who call everyone 'sweety' or 'hunny'? He could be that type.
     
  10. Branden

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    Hmm, maybe he is just the type to call people those types of names. You know those people who call everyone 'sweety' or 'hunny'? He could be that type. [/b][/quote]
    Just in case anyone doesn't know one of these people, that would be me.

    Now I click out of this thread and begin yet another 3-month abscence from Serious Chat.
     
  11. Intergalactic Christ

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    I guess, because I'm like that, I call everyone darling XD But it isn't just names, it's hugs and stuff, he's good at that (he isn't actually good at kissing, but he does it)
     
  12. Holiday

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    Awww! I know how that is. I'm sorry, honey. :hugz:
    I really don't understand these guys. :angry: Its just rediculous. I mean, one day they are all lovey-dovey and the next they like dont' even want to talk to you. Its all just fucked up. I con't let myself get attached that much anymore. -_-

    And I'm sorry about your grandfather too. :hugz:
     
  13. emyly

    emyly freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it

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    I realised that I gotta stop crying for that idiot girl and start thinking about my life not about her *I HATE HER SO MUCH RIGHT NOW* so today I decidet to tell my ex-boyfriend*wich is now best friend*that we should get back together cause I still have feelings for him and he does for me and so he acceptet and now we are a couple again.........the sad part isthat tonight he had to go to another city cause he has to take this TEST and I will see him in 10 days *I hope with good news*...well I'm ok now and hope things will go better for me this time ^_^
     
  14. Glenn

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    Awww! I know how that is. I'm sorry, honey. :hugz:
    I really don't understand these guys. :angry: Its just rediculous. I mean, one day they are all lovey-dovey and the next they like dont' even want to talk to you. Its all just fucked up. I con't let myself get attached that much anymore. -_-

    And I'm sorry about your grandfather too. :hugz: [/b][/quote]
    Yeah...I'll never understand guys.

    Wait...I am one.

    Sorry about your grandpa. :)
     
  15. Holiday

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    Yeah...I'll never understand guys.

    Wait...I am one.

    Sorry about your grandpa. :) [/b][/quote]
    That proves it! No one understands the male gender!
     
  16. The Outsider

    The Outsider Billy Corgan = God

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    need help with my english thing.

    The thing we wrote down on the board was:

    1) Write a page which analyses how the them you have chosen is developed in The Power Of One.

    Structure:

    Introduction: Copy the definiation of the them from a dictionary.
    PGive a brief overview of how this theme is developed in the movie.

    Paragraphs x3
    Topic Sentence
    Movie Sentence
    Explain how this technique converys the theme

    Conclusion
    sum up your arguement
    Restate your point of view

    And the teacher gave out sheets to fill in and this is what i wrote:

    Yr 10 English Assessment

    Issue/Theme : Courage.

    Source: The Silver Sword.

    Date viewed/published: Date published 1956 by Puffin Books.

    What is the purpose of this text? Explain: The purpose of this text is to inform people of these true based events and to inform people of how life was during World War II.

    Who is the intended audience? Explain: The intended audience for “The Silver Sword” is aimed at teenagers through to the elderly.

    How does this text relate to your set text? This story is how a family goes through the dangers of World War II including Nazi Germany to find their parents in Switzerland from Poland. This relates to “The Power of One” because P.K has the courage to stand up to the police no matter what they think about him.

    Find at least three relevant quotes in the text that relate to the issue you have chosen:
    I believe these are the three relevant quotes in the story:

     “The refugees, packed like sardines on the floor of the truck, lay sleeping under the cold stars”
     “In spite of the long spell of unbroken weather, Edek was no better”
     “ Long-drawn-out winter and the biting winds of early spring”


    How does this text shape your understanding of the meaning of the issue you have chosen?

     “ Long-drawn-out winter and the biting winds of early spring”
    This quote means, it seemed forever to go to Switzerland and that the weather conditions made it harder.
    Long-drawn-out is an emphasis of how long the winter went on for, it seemed to go for ever, and when it did finish it seemed too long. It also describes of how cold and dreary the winter was.
    “The biting winds” is a personification. It describes how harsh the winds were.
    The effect on this quote is to emphasis the weather conditions that they had to go through. Makes the audience picture a mental image of biting winds and a cold winter.

     “In spite of the long spell of unbroken weather, Edek was no better”
    This quote means that because of the clear weather, one of the children named Edek, was still ill and unwell.
    “Long Spell” is an emphasis of how long the unbroken weather had been going on for.
    The effect on this quote is to emphasis the long chain of unbroken weather, had no effect on Edek’s conditions, and that during World War II that many people died from diseases.

     “The refugees, packed like sardines on the floor of the truck, lay sleeping under the cold stars”
    This quote means that many people other than the children were trying to flee Poland because of the Nazi invasion.
    “Packed like sardines” is a simile describing that many people who were in that truck, fleeing Poland, were described as how sardines are packed in tins, and squashed in together.
    “Cold stars” is a paradox because it relates to the circumstances they are in, a cold night and a miserable time for them all. It is a paradox also because starts aren’t cold, they are hot.
    The effect in this quote is to show the audience the kind of conditions people fleeing war zones had to do it.


    i feel like crying..
     
  17. Heavy is the Louis

    Heavy is the Louis No really, we are so back. LPA Team

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    I'm having such a hard time. I can't think straight. I'm never going to be able to please my parents. Nor will I be able to please my friends. I can't please anybody. I can't help myself. I try to fit in, but I can't. I try to have fun, but nothing is fun anymore. I can't focus.

    I can't communicate with my family anymore. All it is between me and my parents is arguments. My parents talk about me as if I'm a problem. I guess I am a problem. I am the problem in my household. My brother somehow can get along so much better with my parents then I can. I'm becoming such a bad person. I'm starting to disrespect people's differences. I'm starting to disrespect my own friends.

    I think all of the friends I hang out with are fools. Fucked up idiots. They have no sense of maturity. No awareness. Nothing. Can't respect anybody's opinion but their own. Can't respect me for who I am. I guess you can say I never really had any friends. I've been fooling myself for a long time. Why does this all come to me now? Or has it been hanging around since I thought I made my first friend? I don't know anymore.

    Things get me too easily. I went out with a fucking high-schooler. What the fuck was I thinking? I was fooling myself then too. I hate her now. I don't know why I even talk to her. I guess it is out of pity. She cut herself and I still feel it's my fault. She broke up with me because I was depressed. Maybe my depression was truly an illusion. Maybe I acted it all just to get some attention. Maybe because my friends cut themselves, I said I did too, even though I didn't. I wanted to fit in with all of that. I thought I would get some attention.

    I'm such a bad person.

    I truly am depressed now. I thought I was getting better, but I'm only getting worse. I want help, but if I ever told my parents the truth, they'd start crying and give me lectures on how I have a good life. Maybe I do have a good life. I have a nice house, a family who can support itself. I go to a decent school. I get good grades. But the thing is, I don't really care. I deserve so much worse. I deserve to be homeless and without a family. Nothing about me is good.

    I always thought of running away and living on my own. I thought it would help me reassess everything. I've never been able to do that. It would take more than a year of pure solitude just to get things straight. Just to figure things out.

    My parents think it's Linkin Park that actually got me into such a mood in the first place. I had an obsession with them. I bought everything I could about them. Shirts, pins, Cd's, etc. I should just sell it all. Delete everything I have of Linkin Park. I might even leave these boards.

    Yes, you read right. I'm actually considering leaving these boards for a period of time. I might actually abandon the computer for a while. That might help me. My parents wouldn't yell at me as much for being a computer freak. They'd stop yelling at me for being on the computer too much. Half of the time they yell at me would be cut if I wasn't on the computer.

    This all comes down to one thing. Her. The only person I will ever love. What will happen then? Her only means of communication with me are through the computer. Is it worth cutting off communication with the love of my life just to set things straight? I love her too much to just leave her like that. Her parents are idiots. They should allow her to call me. They should allow her to be with me. If only I could kiss her once more, I would be happier. The day she kissed me was the only day I truly felt happy. The only day I actually smiled for a reason. The only day where my insanity was good.

    I did stop believing in God a long time ago, but in my mind, I still pray that things will turn up. I don't believe in heaven or hell. I don't believe in Jesus Christ or anything of the nature. But I still believe that maybe this God that people believe in could help things turn up. But I don't think he exists. I guess I'm just talking to the walls in my room. Maybe God is doing this to me. Putting me on such a low feeling. Maybe cause I claim not to believe in him, he's putting me through some living hell.

    This is all nonsense. I'm horrible. I'm a bad person. I did this to myself. No one did this to me. It's all me.

    LPA, if I leave and never come back, it's not because of you. It's because of me. I might stay, but I've lost my mind. I've lost my grip on reality.

    I'm leaving you with this. I guess I'm not the GiriosXeni you guys thought you knew. I'm a whole lot worse.

    *sigh*
     
  18. Glenn

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    Don't worry GiriosXeni, You're not that bad person. You're just feeling feelings of depression like you said. Sometimes I also want to run away from it all, but keep your head in the game... I hope things get better. :hugz:
     
  19. Theazninvasion68

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    Don't worry, your much better then that! If you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here for you! Plus, maybe you need t cut the computer alittle, stay on it less. But overall, just stop lying and Real friends will see you, Don't do it just to fit in. I really hope your spirits are better soon and stay up ^_^



    :hugz:
     
  20. Holiday

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    I want to die. I hate school and I hate my brain. :'(
     
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