Got Something You Want To Let Out?

aw! :hugz:

What really sucks is when you're in total love with someone, they say they are in love with you, but there is some unseen reason that they just can't go out with you. Then they move, and take part of you with them. You cry and cry, but you find that he has a new girlfriend, that he is much more in love with than he was with you, then you you call him he starts to get short and he completely changes from the person you once knew. But he is still one of your best friends and you miss him terribly, so you spend a bunch of money to go see him for 4 days, but his friends are the only ones that pay any attention to you and you don't see him, you don't even get so much as a kiss on the forehead unless you breakdown crying in front of him. and when you leave, you want to start crying again, not becuase you're leaving, but because he is gone forever. You then drive the 700mi home, and don't call him at all...he doesn't call you to make sure you got home or anything. The next time you talk to him is 3months later and as soon as you start to tell him that you're having a bad day, he says he has to go...he doen't care anymore and doesn't want to listen. :'(















ok, sorry for that. [/b][/quote]
My situation is that, yea...she likes me too but...shes got a boyfriend who (I think, of course) is a complete asshole to her.

 

i got wasted and my wallte got stolen...goddamed....

 

yeah I'm gelous and angry at the same time and I just can take it anymore.....last night I was feeling so good and in the mood of having fun but a certain person ruined everything for me....and the bad thing is that the person is someone that I care for *it's something more then ''to care'' actualy is closer ''to love''*....it's complicated....all I know that there will never bee the posibility for a relationship between me and that person

 

I have a fucking warrent out becuase I forgot to pay my stupid ticket that was for being in the fucking turn lane! Agh!

 

I talked to her like...4 days ago. She is doing fine. She was happy when I talked to her because she went to a Slipknot concert and she met this awesome girl there. She seemed really happy, it was cute. [/b][/quote]
Meela...happy? Something seriously wrong must've happened! Jk
Awww, that's cute, I'm so happy for her
I miss her...

 

Aww, :hugz: Dont worry, your time will come when you'll be Soo very happy .

 

Ah how should i put this, I stole some one's girl friend then turned Her agains him, and now every time i see Him we have to beet the Living s@%& out of each other :'( .

Oh yeah i forgot to tell you we broke up from the second week and now she tortures me every time i see her.

 

ah how should i put this?
you're an ass. whay do girls even bother? why? why? why? guys are idiots. like this guy.

can i ask you wtf is wrong w/ you? seriously. did you have fun trying to be a player? you deserve what you get now. try not to hurt 2 people like that at the same time again. you skrewed your self. have fun w/ the exs and w/ the guilt (if you have any, i doubt it). kk

 

ah how should i put this?
you're an ass. whay do girls even bother? why? why? why? guys are idiots. like this guy.

can i ask you wtf is wrong w/ you? seriously. did you have fun trying to be a player? you deserve what you get now. try not to hurt 2 people like that at the same time again. you skrewed your self. have fun w/ the exs and w/ the guilt (if you have any, i doubt it). kk [/b][/quote]
I do actually partly agree with what you said since I've basically experienced the same thing.

You don't have to jump down his throat though. He already feels bad enough. I'm not gonna warn you though because I feel that I shouldn't. If an admin wants to, they can. Just...choose your words wisely.

 

I did it, I jumped him, I'm not a virgin anymore.

I don't regret it, and I get the feeling that the only people that know (other than him) think less of me for it.

 

They put a WHAT out for you?

Tell them there's a guy in Canada who says "suck my dick".

Asshole cops. :angry:

(By the way, if you need money, I've got some)

 

Aww, :hugz: Dont worry, your time will come when you'll be Soo very happy . [/b][/quote]
*hugz back* :hugz:

 

I had some Uber long post here, so i thought i'd cut it down.

i need to say sorry to someone for what i said. and i didn't actualy mean it. it was a long time ago but... meh. no harm in trying. now i just got to figure out how to do it without them ignoring me

 

Now why would they do that? It was your descision and you're old enough to make it for yourself. You don't regret it, and that is what is important. Its not like you're being overly promiscous or anything. You're young, have fun, be safe, and your freinds should learn to be a little more understanding.




@Smashpilot: Thank you, sweethear, but that is ok. It's my own stupidity, why should I make you pay for it? And I'll also most likely not tell them that you said that. I don't need anymore trouble. lol




hmm....well I went over to this guy's house, whom I really like. I'm kind of smitten with him at the moment. Our relationship started out much much too fast, and now it is back to "friend" status. Wich is fine. I'll go with whatever he wants becuase I really enjoy being around him. But I should have been doing my home work while I was over there....Correction: I should have done it before I went over there. Now its 4:45am...and I'm not even close to being done. :'(
You know, I really wanted a boyfriend...and now that I know him, there is no way I'm going to be able to go out with anyone else. He has now put my love life in a stand-still and I don't even know if he will ever want to go out with me.

 

Now why would they do that? It was your descision and you're old enough to make it for yourself. You don't regret it, and that is what is important. Its not like you're being overly promiscous or anything. You're young, have fun, be safe, and your freinds should learn to be a little more understanding.




@Smashpilot: Thank you, sweethear, but that is ok. It's my own stupidity, why should I make you pay for it? And I'll also most likely not tell them that you said that. I don't need anymore trouble. lol




hmm....well I went over to this guy's house, whom I really like. I'm kind of smitten with him at the moment. Our relationship started out much much too fast, and now it is back to "friend" status. Wich is fine. I'll go with whatever he wants becuase I really enjoy being around him. But I should have been doing my home work while I was over there....Correction: I should have done it before I went over there. Now its 4:45am...and I'm not even close to being done. :'(
You know, I really wanted a boyfriend...and now that I know him, there is no way I'm going to be able to go out with anyone else. He has now put my love life in a stand-still and I don't even know if he will ever want to go out with me. [/b][/quote]
you never know till you ask

 

you never know till you ask [/b][/quote]
Yeah, I've talked to him about it. He isn't ready for anything becuase it is too soon after a horrible break up. But i'm quite a bit younger. He said that he really liked me....but still. I've had people in love with me who wouldn't go out with me. So its kind of complicated. The only thing I can really do is give it time. He knows how I feel. *sigh*

 

Yeah, I've talked to him about it. He isn't ready for anything becuase it is too soon after a horrible break up. But i'm quite a bit younger. He said that he really liked me....but still. I've had people in love with me who wouldn't go out with me. So its kind of complicated. The only thing I can really do is give it time. He knows how I feel. *sigh* [/b][/quote]
yeah...you just thought of the solution...give it time...it takes time for some people to recover from a breakup...it may take a long time but if he really cares he would do the right thing...and dont worry so much about going out....its hard for some...believe me....i know....

 

yeah...you just thought of the solution...give it time...it takes time for some people to recover from a breakup...it may take a long time but if he really cares he would do the right thing...and dont worry so much about going out....its hard for some...believe me....i know.... [/b][/quote]
Yeah, I know. I'm picky about who i go out with anyways. I've only been out with one person. I loved him dearly. And now, there have only been two other people in the world that I've actually wanted to have a real relationship with. The only thing with time is I am kind of sick and get rid of all the feelings that make me feel vulnerable...and having a crush definitely makes me feel that way. So the longer it takes, the more I try to get rid of them...eventually it kills it. This is also the main reason I will not go out with people. I dont want the attachment. I've had that and it litterally kills part of me to have it taken away becuase I care too much...so I try not to have it happen. lol. Not that anyone and almost everyone doesn't feel the same way, but i feel as if I have no control when that happens. So...instead of going out, i just have friends...even friends with benefits. I don't see myself with any of those people anyhow, nor would I really want to. As I said, i'm picky, and with good reason. I know some really bad people.

anyways, I digress. Yes, the only thing I can do is give it time. I just would like to know what he is thinking so i know I havn't fallen for a lost cause. But he is awesome. I still love to spend time with him. Even without any lovely kisses or many cuddles. Just company. I mean, age doesn't really matter, does it? It doesn't seem like we're much different when we're together.

*sigh* Time he will have...Not that I have time for anyone right now anyways.