But i'm sick of this world... :angry: Dying to be a teen. I’m so tired of people telling me how different I am, Though I try to merge in, it’s so hard, I just can’t, My parents make a joke of what I do, and my reasons why, I’ve forgotten how to live my life; I’ve forgotten how to try. All this anger has no means to escape; I have no means to hide, All this frustration fuming and growing up inside, So hard to believe that I’m all by myself, all on my own, There is no body who wants to comfort, I have to be all alone. So many people around, so far when they seem to be as near, All the things that they ever thought about me, coming so clear. I hate they way they want me to be, can’t they love me the way I am? I don’t want to be just another particle lost in the sand. Can’t I be different, an individual that I dream and want to be? Can’t you love my dreams, my hope, just the way you fake to love me? Is it so hard for my family to accept that they have a soul so different? Why do you take the wrong sense of the things I say that I never meant? The needs I have are the last thing you want to listen to, You regret every step that I make, every thing that I do, I can’t take no more; it’s all going to come out today, I’ll lock myself, and cry till I bleed, I lost my sanity, I can no longer play.
I like it, but don't hurt yourself. You need a billion compliments and hugs now, to take away all the negetives you're feeling :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz:
... You just wrote a narrative to my life. I know exactly how it feels to think that way pretty much all the time...because that's exactly what I do right now... :hugz:
Damn Straight...I think that should be the ballad of teenage life...I think most of us have been there and done that! :hugz: all round!!!!
woah! serious? thanks [/b][/quote] well it wasnt a complete breakdown or anything, but u could say a few tears arised over the horizon.............................
I.Love.You. I started crying after I read that line and the rest didn't help either! *saves onto computer* That was the only poem that made me cry in a very, very long time! The ending is so sad. You're truly amazing! :hugz: