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:hugz: I hope things will soon be fine for you!

 

oh i'm so sorry!
why would you get beat up??

geeze, poor thing.

:hugz: for hellflame

 

Don't drink and fly !

 

Aww, i hope you two get better and all...

And hope you feel better soon.

 

What.The.Fuck.

 

What.The.Fuck. [/b][/quote]
Shit. That sucks lemons....a whole bloody barrel of 'em. .......














Seriously.

 

Don't drink and fly ! [/b][/quote]
Two days then.

God, I gotta get my ass out east soon...for my best friend, for myself...and for my logbook too That thing needs padding...so I can get my ATPL

It's times like these that I'm glad I know the eight-hour rule

 

oh i'm so sorry!
why would you get beat up??

geeze, poor thing.

:hugz: for hellflame [/b][/quote]
I got beat up because on the way to meeting up with my band 5 people tried to jack my phone but I wasn't gonna let them have it so they started beating the crap out of me.

I spoke to Sarah last night and I said I'd think about the whole thing and I'd decide wether we'd get back together or not.

But thatnks for the support everyone

 

I think I love my best friend....the only problem is that I think she ignor's me cause I'v done something that I never should have done...I'm so sorry and don't know what to do.....and I really miss my boyfriend,if he was with me he woul know what to say to make me feel better *especialy in this case*......I'm really sad and I'm just siting here and I'm crying :'( ......my best friend is in the other room and she's just ignoring me....I consider her my best friend I don't know if she ever consideret me a friend....but of all the people I know she's the only one I can call a friend.....but I think I'm never gonna have friends ......

 

I'll be your friend!

 

I'll be your friend! [/b][/quote]
thaks.... :'( *I'm really sad right now*

 

thaks.... :'( *I'm really sad right now* [/b][/quote]
no problem :hugz:

 

I've had delusions of grandeur since I was a child.

 

I have diarrhea.

Yeah, I said it.

 

:hugz:

Im still clean though...
So, should you be ashamed of that?

 

Hey, you've got friends...you've got me

Have a hug :hugz:

And if ya wanna talk, I'll be online late-night for the next few nights...so don't worry, I'm here :hugz:

 

Hey, you've got friends...you've got me

Have a hug :hugz:

And if ya wanna talk, I'll be online late-night for the next few nights...so don't worry, I'm here :hugz: [/b][/quote]
you're so sweet *thanks* :hugz:

 

My mom and dad are in serious moneyproblems so from now on I'll get 1 hour per day on the computer.
It's okay again between me and Le.
I haven't talked to Chris in days and god knows where he is.
I think I have a crush on Shirley.

 

I know you are talking about me...you are my best friend...
and I don't ignore you....in that night I was feeling so strange,but not because of you....don't be sad....
you know you are my only friend....
:hugz:

 

Hellflame : I really hope you didn't go through all that just to have your phone jacked in the end. Grr i dont see how ppl could do such a thing!
Oh, and i really hope that you make the best choice with Sarah. Good luck with that. You are in a very hard situation. but don't be an idiot like my ex. b4 we even went out officially-we went out on one date, then he lost my # so he nvr called me so i thought it was through ya know? but i guess he was looing for me-anyways, the first night i got drunk. i drank too much and i blacked out. and my "friends" that were there let me go into the bedroom with a guy i didn't know from the begining and he made me give him a bj...or thats what they tell me. for all i know i could have done anything. and i was a total virgin at the time. but anyway, my ex found out and freaked out on ME! I mean, how rediculous is that? i was taken advantage of, and wasnt even mentally conscience and we weren't together and he still almost b/u with me for that. i mean, how rediculous is that? hehe but i'm not saying your in the same position at all or anything.


Smashpilot : Your gonna take a cross-country trip? wonderful! now you have to come and visit Damn, i'm soooo partied out right now. haha maybe i'll be ready for some more by nxt summer.


GRRRR! i am sooooo sick! i can't deal with it. think of almost anything, and i'm probly feeling that right now. i can't even lay down w/o the need to throw up. my eyes hurt. i'm so very fatigued. i havnt slept vry much at all since thursday morning. i get an average of maybe 3 hrs a night of very restless sleep, and i wake up at least every hr. but most nights i dont sleep at all. i really dont know waht to do. and i have scoliosis so my back is a fuck anyway, and right now it hurts rediculously bad. my throat hurts. my teeth hurt. my ears hurt. my neck hurts. my hip hurts, my knee hurts. i'm so sick to my tummy. my head hurts really bad. and i had to call into work today! my boss told me that if i'm not better by tomorrow i have to go to the student health center. at least i could move my shift to thursday. grr. this is horrible. and my dad quit his job for some idiot reason, so now i dont have any insureance. no i have to be incharge of getting my own. and on top of that, he accuses me of drug trafficing and being a slut and being pregnant and says that i eat all the food in the house, and the last time i ate was over a whole day ago! he yells at me for everything and i yell back at him, but since he is the parent he always thinks he is in the right. and in his eyes, everything i do is very wrong. there is nothing i can do right.
ya know, he didnt get me anything for my 16th b-day or my 18th, or even wish me a happy birthday. all he did was complain and bitch to me about me. he talked shit about me right there with my friends there on my 18th while i was opening my presents! it makes me mad too because my lil bro gets $300 worth of gifts and i get maybe $50 worth even when my friends get me stuff. and i dont complain about what i get, its that its not fair. and they were supposed to get me a reliable vehical, but since my dad is a dumb shit, we can't even support ourselves now. now i have to pay for my school, my car, my insureance (both health and car), my gas ( i drive a Blazer, and its almost $3/gal right now, it took me $80 to fill up my tank the other day), my phone (which got ruined in the rain so i have to buy a new one)....and whatever else i need. but i have to do all this while taking 16 credits and having a little $8/hr 20hr/wk job. I'm sorry to bitch, and i know a lot of you may have to pay for more than me, but i'm paying $2,000 in bills this month and i only made $800. and im not even getting my phone which i really really need.

i'm sorry, i just feel horrible and needed to vent. if anyone read through this whole damn thing, cool. hehehe

damn, i wish i could sleep. :'(