Got Something You Want To Let Out?

Well heres the shit that went down today:

Sarah needed to speak to me in school about how she thinks our relationship is going well but we can't keep fooling around.I don't know what she meant by fooling around so I asked her later and she said the constant messing around we do and that she didn't want to get pregnant again (well duh,who wants to get pregnant even once at 15 ) so I clearly stated that we only ever have sex if shes ok with it and she never objected in the past.Its really fucking weird aswell cos we havn't had sex in like a month and right now I'm unable to cos I have a broken arm and leg.I wonder why she brought this up all of a sudden

 

Girls can be like that sometimes. If they have something on their minds. they are sometimes slow to tell/talk to you about it. I had a girlfriend who wouldnt tell if i was doing something wrong, or bothering her. And she wouldnt talk to me about things, so eventually after time it all added up inside her and we broke up.

 

Oh don't get me wrong I know girls are weird (an example would be Sarah cos I dunno why she's going out with me ) but if theres something on her mind she shouldn't keep it from me and come up with some random shit like that.

 

I hate people who "tyP3 ilke tHis" to be funny while doing an impression of a teenie. It's so cliche and unoriginal. Not to mention it's not funny at all.

 

i get scared when people are either: stareing at me, or take a glance of what i look like...

i can "see" what they see of me. a mental picture of what people see...
and im scared to be looked at.

 

yeah its annoying. plus i cant read teenie type anyways. so half the time i have no idea what is being said.

 

:whistle: ...







For some reason, when a few people are laughing, I get nervous and think they might be laughing at me.

 

:whistle: ...







For some reason, when a few people are laughing, I get nervous and think they might be laughing at me. [/b][/quote]
same here.... only they might go off getting a gang and takeing their fun into fists into ur stomach.....
i hate them all....

 

:whistle: ... [/b][/quote]
what the hell was that for?

 

what the hell was that for? [/b][/quote]
I do that teenie thing sometimes.

 

I do that teenie thing sometimes. [/b][/quote]
/me points at Matt's sig

 

It's called PMS....

 

Sometimes I think I'm too fat, which is actually funny because nobody ever seriously told my that I am.

 

It's called PMS.... [/b][/quote]

 

I hate my mom. I'd kill her if I could.

Unbelievable how she blames me for my grandma's death. She was the fucking one who always yelled an argued with her nearly daily. I just sat and watched tv at her apartment and when she annoys me to the limit [it happens alot] I get pissed off and leave.

Fuck her. <_<

 

It's called PMS.... [/b][/quote]
No, not really
I said that the reason is so stupid that I came to the conclusion that I'm sad for no reason.
Is it stupid to keep on being sad for the same reason which isn't going to go away until 7 years, my mom?

Weird, my dad was telling me about this problem his friends have and it was like he was talking about me...a long time ago.

@ fieke: I've seen your picture, you're not fat! :hugz:
If you're unhappy with yourself it's acctually healthy to lose weight. (As long as you don't lose too much or vomit or take pills).
But I still think you don't need it!

@ tm: It's definately not your fault, she's just trying to prove herself right, scary thing is that she acctually believes it's your fault.
Your mom can believe whatever she wants to believe, obviously scared of the truth.
No use getting all angry at her all the time, she's a cruel bitch that's never going to change.
It'll all be over when you move out (university, job etc.) :hugz:

 

Hah yeah. Whenever she knows that I'm right and she's wrong she just starts abusing her parent status and starts saying to be quiet and shit. And then changes the topic.
She's immature.

I can't wait till I move out.

 

Hah yeah. Whenever she knows that I'm right and she's wrong she just starts abusing her parent status and starts saying to be quiet and shit. And then changes the topic.
She's immature.

I can't wait till I move out. [/b][/quote]
Don't we all...

I have serious self-confidence issues. It's a long story, and I'm too lazy when it comes to typing. Maybe later.

 

Alright, I'm done with that girl I said had a boyfriend, but now I have a bigger problem: I like another girl now, and she's moving away at the end of the school year, which is in about two months. What the hell do I do?

 

How far away?