Hello Stranger I don’t want this to be what we say As we waste our departed days away Why won’t you look my way Why do we say the things we say Actions could overpower the words But without them our dialect hurts At least for me I don’t know about you Maybe your days of tears are through Or are your tears now filled with rage Do you keep your heart from me in a cage Or is it already in someone else’s hands As he keeps it warm with words of the upper hand Because I know I’m the one to blame But the lack of you with me drives me insane Fuck everything bad I ever told you I’m so sorry I just want to hold you My stupid mouth always lands me in shit But your heart has always had power to forgive Look into my eyes and see that I truly can’t live Everyday is spent with tears and heartache from within I feel the bottomless feeling inside that goes into an abyss Retracting over and over as my yelping persists I cry out to you hoping it’ll reach your ears and not miss I’ll never be able to tell you how sorry I am for all of this I move closer and you back away from my hands You say you can never look at me the same and I understand But does it hurt when you think about what we used to have And do you not return to me because you’re afraid déjà vu is at hand This isn’t how our fairytale romance is supposed to end I can’t live my life in the shadow of always being your friend I know it’s not okay and I’m an asshole for breaking the promise But I’ll never promise anything unless it’s for you again I’ll never love another because all of my love belongs to you We can work this out together if you want us to Or you can move on and leave me out of your heart too But just know that nobody will ever love you like I do
the message touches and comes clear, choice of words is not so great at times and it doesnt flow easy, but i like it regardless because the message in what you are saying, is powerful and moving.