Blame

"Blame"

I say it's not a problem
I can quit at any time
But deep inside I can't deny
This is ruining my life
Spending all my money
For just a little peace of mind
Hiding behind everything it does
And hating myself for it
I've tried giving it up cold turkey
But there's just no way to ignore it
I'm not sure how it started
Or how I'm gonna stop
Cause this has been a long hard ride
And I'd just like to get off
All my friends do it
So that means I have to too
You wouldn't think it was funny
If this was happening to you
They said it's not a problem
I can quit at any time
But every single time I try to stop
I start to lose my mind

You have no one to blame but yourself
I didn't force this on you
You have no one to blame for what you put you through
It's consumed your life, I can see it your eyes
It's infected you
You gave in to their pressure and my best guess is
You did this to look cool
But it's no longer a game, I can't imagine your pain
But you have no one to blame but you

Seems like everytime I try to stop
It's calling out to me
Wanting me to take it in again
So it can become a part of me
Drowning myself in my confusion
Feeling so totally out of control
It's killing me physically and I know that I've become
So dependant on this and inside I'm feeling numb
They said it wasn't a problem, turns out that's a lie
They also said I'd be able to quit whenever I felt like
I've tried to quit, and I'll tell you this
I'm starting to lose my mind

You've gotta break this addiction
Before you become a statistic
And join all the other faces and names
Relying on a drug never was your style
What made you want to start? (I'll name no names)
What happened to change your mind? (There's only me to blame)

Roller coaster of a mad design, only me to blame
Do whatever it takes, whatever the cost
Whatever just as long as I can get lost
In this dreamscape again, this has become my friend
I'm sweating like I've got a fever and my nerves are on end
My chest is so tight, I feel like I'm gonna die soon
I started with a little, wish I could go back and listen to you
But a little turns into a lot and everyone knows the truth
You laugh at me because I brought all of this misery upon myself
But you wouldn't be laughing if it were you living through all this hell

You have no one to blame but you
For all you've put yourself through
I'm sure you were pressured
And I guess it got to you
They made you break
You had all you could take
And now you're paying for your sin
At first it was cool, now you look like a fool
But you have no one to blame but you
Reach deep inside and realize
You're the one to blame
Take a deep breath and come to the truth
There's no one to blame but
No one's ashamed but
No one left to blame but
You

 

It's good

 

i really liked it

 

keep it up, r u part of a band or somethin

 

Thanks for your short, but kind replies, they keep me going
Burningsoul: No, but wouldn't it be lovely

 

Damr right it would be lovely (tear falls down face as i think about being part of a band) and sorry about such a short reply, ill try harder next time