L053r Author: James Butler 11-19-2004 9:59 am Verse I sit and wait for decision to make themselves As the pain ignites You have me on a string Like your puppet you make me dance Without giving me a chance to say how I feel Because your confused And I have to choose whether to leave you or stay Chorus What's wrong why do I have to chose I Lose always when the choice is mine I'm out of time And Sh*t out of Luck I guess I have to Lose Verse I stare in your eyes All get back is anger Built from years of mistrust You agree with me This isn't how should be I'm close to you but you're so far away me I look in your eyes and all have to say Won't come out.... I won't allow myself to degrade after what we made And you've become a monster feeding complements And accomplishments that you haven't really made on your own I'd tried to give you a hand but instead made you a Frankenstein You sit and whine until some takes care of you Afraid to do what I should I can't equate my problems now all I know is.... Bridge I guess to you I'm just someone to step A white pawn in a wicked game of chess The Answers yes if you asked me to move I would But I can't leave your pain or mine It's strange to look behind myself see you as someone else Not the person I've come to love but as growing darkness Afraid to better yourself bouncing to me from someone else Next it will be my turn lose I know who in your mind next I'm taking all bets to see if I'm wrong I'm probably not you treat my as you've heard through countless words I'm just a f*cking Loser Chorus What's wrong why do I have to chose I Lose always when the choice is mine I'm out of time And Sh*t out of Luck I guess I have to Lose Verse3/Ending There's something you're not telling me You yell at me to vindicate your pain onto someone else If this is how it has to be Then it should be me if you put you through pain or anguish The language I'm trying to speak is love but it's to weak To make a dent in hear overcast by darkness But apart from this we need each other but I'm still confused On why it's me that has to lose......