Got Something You Want To Let Out?

Well...she's left me...

 

AWWW im so sorry!
do u want to talk about it?

*hugz* :hugz:

 

AWWW im so sorry!
do u want to talk about it?

*hugz* :hugz: [/b][/quote]
Nah, its okay man..thanks anyway

 

don't look at only the outside if your inside's fit an outside you both like(atracted) , then the relation will be good i think , [/b][/quote]
i once liked a girl for her face, but when i got to know her, she was a complete #$@#$@#@!%!@#$!@#$!@$%@%$%@#$%@#$%@#$%@#$. that's too extreme, but now she's a lot better. in fact, we're friends now. And i don't plan on gettin a gf soon but i do like some people at my school =P

 

This coming week is the end of the marking period at school. Always around this time I get so worried about my grades. Although, I don't think I have much to worry about except my 1st period class which I hate so much. My other classes that I have I'm doing well in. I hope I make the honor roll. That would really make me happy. I'm just worried that my 1st period class will keep me off honor roll. Oh man, that would suck so much. My report card comes out sometime in the first week of November. Ahhh. So much stress.

 

Nah, its okay man..thanks anyway [/b][/quote]
want a huggy from me? :hugz:

 

I had a frelling nightmare.

 

Im probably the only one who's not serious in this thread

 

If it makes you feel any better, my grade average is something like 47% :'(

 

ooh

 

i have gone through alot of this stuff u are talking about. how long has it been since u broke up? eventually u will get over him......hopefully stop hating him....but i know it is hard(especially since it was ur first serious relationship). it is really good that u didnt tell him u loved him so it should be easier than if u let urself believe in a fantacy. and i completely understand about the feeling discusted by him(i feel that way about my ex sometimes lmao! he dumped me cuz he wanted to smoke again! isnt that idiotic?!)
but keep ur chin up and stop worrying about him. he isn't worth it. and if u need a little time, stop talking about him(or talk abou thim more depending on how u deal w/ things) tell ur friends that you dont want to here about him staying over at thier house. im sure they care for you bunches. just try and make a little distance, i know that is a little hard(or at least it was for me) but he isnt worth wasting ur feelings on. he did some ####ed up things to you(from waht u said) and doesn't deserve any of your thoughts/cares/worries/or even hatered.
he isnt worth it. remember that.

well i hope that helped a little. if u wanna talk u can pm or im me. [/b][/quote]
it's like 4 months ago since we broke up.
I did tell my friends that I don't want to see him anymore, and they cared. but it's just .... I am the only person left out when they're all meeting, then I'm the one who's not there, because I don't want to see him. I really tried to ignore him, but it didn't work. so ... and I have to justify myself everytime I tell someone that I don't want to come or don't want him to come.
and this is all not because I want him back or something, I had some things going on with 2 other guys since we broke up, and that boys were really cool. but ... grrrr.... I just don't know what to do, it's a stupid situation, and I want to change it, but I don't know how...

 

last night i went to my first college party and i was so gone by the end of the night. i made out w/ my best friend and her b/f. my ex was there and he got really mad. we had to runf orm the cops cuz we were the only ones underage and didnt want to get the chick who threw it in trouble. my ex drove home sooo drunk that he was seeing triple. that really worried me. he messes w/ my head all the time. it makes me mad cuz he doesnt want me to do anything w/ any other guys yet he is the one who broke up w/ me 2 months ago. grrrr i think i should be able to do anything i want and he should say anything about it. grrr i dont know what i shoudl do about him. and i hope that things dotn get wierd inbetween me, my best friend and her b/f. *sigh* i need to keep myself out of trouble.

 

I cut my hands, I hate my parents, I hate my self, I hate most of the world, I'm still single, some people call me a sychopath, but I'm crazy and strange as hell

 

I get jealous easily, so now this girl called Amanda is starting to hang out with my good friend, Xy. So yeah...and recently we had a funfair, but I didn't go cos i was broke, and I wrote this in my journal that day:

And I forgot to put it on friends only, and she saw. So she's like "So you put it on friends only so I can't see what you're writing?"

And I spend a long time trying to convince her, she says "nevermind" in the end but she's not convinced, I guess.

 

If you would know me in real life you wouldn't say I'm shy. But actually I am really shy!

 

P I love you. [Only he will neverknow since he's going back to italy in 2 days ]

 

j/k...

..no seriously, i'm sorry :hugz:

 

my friend got shot! he is in ICU w/ half of his face gone and a shot to teh chest and the abdomin. and the cops aren't gonna do shit cuz it was at the street races. me and my friend were just there that same night. it happend only 10 mins after i left. i would have been shot and my car would have been shot too. im so shaken right now!

 

That sounds brutal, Hybrid. I hope your friend is going to be alright.

 

Oh my gawd! I really hope he pulls through alright.... :hugz: For now we can only wait and see...