Ghost Bullets cross my path as the music plays Facing what I have neglected for so long Darkness is my song, through the last days The inevitable has finally come to great me My suicide mission, and life itself is now complete I had destroyed this evil, and the evil destroyed me But as I stand so close to the edge of The Deep I wait quietly for my sentence, my punishment And pray to myself, my soul He will keep I know now what my sentence has come to be Bound to wonder with no one at my side In the places I know, this is my purgatory I see my family through the broken window My wife she weeps for me, my children don’t understand Comforting words I whisper, if she heard, I don’t know Looking back at my life of emptiness and self-service I realize there is something out there everyone seeks Beneath the grey fog, in the back of our mind, it calls to us A meaning, a wanting for expectance in a see of sorrow I found these too late, in God I trusted, and God I betrayed Alone I have become, with irony leading me into tomorrow I cannot feel the warmth of her skin, not even when I touch her Her smile is locked away, retribution of my sin has been has spread My love will always be with her, and my sin will cause her to suffer