I made the chorus two-vocals. This is about my dad. Tried to keep control of myself and not let this get to me, But no matter how much I tried, it all came out eventually, They say it's not your fault, it's just me mentally, I never found it in me to put an end to any of this, I wanted to for so long, but I never thought I had the strength (to face you) I cant forget how you would take advantage of my insecurities, I should have known you were just trying to hurt me, Found myself giving in to lie after lie, I was just too blind to see what was right in front of my eyes You were never there, When I needed you, You just shoved me away (I'm still trying to find the truth from the lies) I don't need your approval anymore, Now I know what all the silence was for, (It's time that we close the door) I put too much trust on you, I should have known you would just turn on me like you always do, But you will no longer live through me, Because everything that you are, is everything I will never be, I remember how you would manipulate me with every promise, But I should have known there wouldnt truth to any of it, You were just filling my head with something that wasnt, I've felt way too much shame in my life, That even though I dont want to, I know I have to go on, I know I can make it even if your gone, Because all you've ever given me were promises, but you broke every single one You were never there, When I needed you, You just walked away (I'm still trying to find the truth from the lies) I don't need your approval anymore, Now I know what all the silence was for, (It's time that we close the door) I will never be you ((I'm still trying to find the truth from the lies) I'm more without you (It's time that we close the door)
It's grrrrrrrrrreat, lol. And I read your post on how you cuss, and how it brings more feeling cause it's what you feel. And I understand that, but what I was trying to say is when you don't need to use a cuss word in a certain spot, but use one anyways, it takes away from the meaning and the seriousness...like when I listen to KoRn I will start laughing my ass off.... :chemist: