sometimes i wish i could learn the reasons why life is so f******* horrible, why i have to lie left with the fact that i've made too many mistakes i've lost my take on life, i wish i was never awake i lay in my bed, wrists cut, with eyes shut lost inside my thoughts, everything is so f***** never to see, the lights of living again never to find out when, i'll be able to talk to my friends i keep it inside, letting all the thoughts collide linking to others, to a conclusion, wishing i could die i've tried looking up, my head is always pushed down these thoughts are too heavy, leaving me with miserable frowns i see my parents, i see my friends, i see my siblings living the nice life, doin' their thing trying to make me a part of everything, i exclude myself i keep inside, that i never feel so well i wanna go into the room, and lock it tight sit in my bed, and watch the blade of knife flashing into my eyes, tip and bottom touching my wrists eyes shut, trying to uncurl my fists h*** has come to take me, burn me, and hurt me it's like god is there, but has forgotten to help me living in a country with so many rights the right to remain silent, what about the right to fight? to fight for yourself, back off all opponents to make you feel bad, give you drugs, they wanna make you own it it's like a disease, carried on by those who can't see the light theirselves, and tryin to run and flee from their mistakes, the horrible turns they made reminds you of everything, you took, thought you should take they were wrong, you knew better, but you couldn't resist like i can't persist the fact that suicide could end up being on my to-do list i wish i could sieze a good moment, squeeze it and hold it feel its feeling every second, and know that I'll always be the one to know it i know i never will, you wish it too you never thought you could never make it, you can too you resist the fact that things can turn around things can be looking up, and instead of facing the ground you can look at your friends again, always remember when to go to those parties you used to go to back then i never thought i could, but it turns out i can i resist to do it, just like you do too, and man it's a mistake, we're too foolish to do it we're too obsessed with one thing, it's f***** up s*** look in the mirror, compare your pictures from then to now you look so different, you've turned around you're completely the opposite, and so am i i'm not gonna sit around here, and keep tellin' lies i've seen it all i tell you, but no one believes me they think i'm just trying to get all the attention so quickly deceit is the number one way to go down to make you frown, and make your life turn around i see my posters, of my favorite bands on my walls they my idols, i know all of they're songs they relate to me, talk to me, make feel better which is why so many people can be brought together it just kills me to think that you think life is so horrible, you're adorable, everyday i would look at you if you passed through the corridors you're making a mistake to believe that life isn't worth living no more, you're not even strivin' to try, doesn't that make sense to you? sittin alone, what is that gonna do for you? attract a friend's attention? to get them to know you a little better? to show everyone that with anyone you've never been together? you tryin' to show that life is worth nothing and sitting on the bench still won't bring you something? F*** it, I know how it feels, i've been through it before I'm still with it now, but it's getting better, it's much more better than it was before, it would be for you if you gave it try, to look at the cool things you do ignore knives, ignore handguns, ignore those people who try to p*** you off, f*** it all, no one's better than you you're my idol, i look up to you 2 years older, I love the things you do it makes sense to believe that life is bad, it makes sense to feel what makes you mad our parents told us to ignore the people who make us mad, in fact it's those people who're sad they bring us into the group, they make us think we're so horrid so sad, so mad, and maybe so boring so everyone ignores us, and laughs at us as we walk through the hallways of the school, while we sit and talk it makes no sense, to believe that they are right of course they're not, you know they don't know s*** about the bad life they think it too, they believe that they're a mistake they hide it inside, it's too much for them to take this song is for you and all the people who think, that everyone hates them, that everything is nothing that they're the only one, who think life is a mistake and now, it's one thing i can't take please feel better, i really want the old you back the way you talked then is now what we both lack the smiles, the laughs, the lol's on the IM are things i miss, they were who i am but now they're not, they're gone, it's too hard to live on the fact that you aren't the same now, the real you is gone --- i wrote this for someone i love who was starting to hate life. any opinions?
D'oh! I'm so absent minded, I just noticed that I posted in the wrong forum. *Hits head* Hey moderators, sorry about the mishap. I guess I clicked on the wrong forum. If you can move this, that would be great! Sorry, once again!