This is how i feel like today --- All Over It’s all behind again Another number, I blown away I’m disturbed, Well why should I care You knew this was going to happen It was all part of your plan The Plan Of Making Me Break It comes so far that I’m begging you to rape me How could you , how could you I bowed but didn’t cracked You can burn, It would save me Why telling me that cutting is useless When you are the one that causes it And why the hell should you care? It comes so far that I’m wanting you to waste me You don’t even take time to stop me from suicide I do not allow you so I don’t blow my head off You are just a piece of waste You cant even save yourself cause you would drown It comes so far that I’m loving you for breaking me You’re even worse than the people who’ve wasted me before You knew you could break my into pieces Now I know I will never be good enough No matter how hard I try I will never be good enough How hard I’m trying You will never see it I’d better give up It comes so far that I will not like you anymore