<div align=center>from suicide i arise I slit my wrist, just to smile The life, light is drained from me You can't bare this This is my last goodbye Or thats what you think I'm a cyberwasted ego f*ck An allias gne too wrong to cure I'm nothing, cyberwaste, a disease All this torments killing me All my, love, hate, insanity Thats what you get if you screw me over twice If you only got me once - Your, f*cked, dead, lifeless, nothing, poison Poison...poison...I'm your poison If I blink, I'll miss you for a second But even thats too long to live without you Do you think anyone will admit a thing Or do we both need to dream of a fantasy The one thing opposite to reality The one thing I can't live with Just think: Go out of your way for me Think of me: Do my deeds Just think of me...Make me hole...Make us one...Begone Is there a bridge... One we can cross, so we don't swim through the river Is it worth the drown To get my sins washed away by the ocean's And my death wash me away to you As I meet you in heaven as an angel...As my devil If I blink, I'll miss you for a second But even thats too long to live without you Do you think anyone will admit a thing Or do we both need to dream of a fantasy The one thing opposite to reality The one thing I can't live with Your: eyes, words, laughter Get them out of my mind, or do you want a confession The one thing that might break you Please leave me...Your taking over me...Only if you care...Just release my mind Wait, you can't...Your my drive, just like a drug you keep me going If I never dosed on you I'd never be addicted If I never met you...My mind would be unaffected by your games If I blink, I'll miss you for a second But even thats too long to live without you Do you think anyone will admit a thing Or do we both need to dream of a fantasy The one thing opposite to reality The one thing I can't live with Is there a word to describe me Or are actions louder than words Is difference another word for unique or outkast Because I aint normal If I mess up will everything end But just leave it alone because its done...Just forget it Please, This is the last letter I write, my last goodbye, my last goodnight I'm back And this time I cut your throte, just to smile The life, the light is drained from you You can't bare this This is my last goodbye and your last breathe Burn in hell - And no longer alive - Just burn Do you think of me because you care ...Or because your bored Will you take me to the end Or play me like a toy and throw me away </div> -------- Comments please...Good or bad, I just want the truth.
I can't write very good poetry. I used to try to make myself feel better..but..yeah. Lol..i don't anymore
lol, thats were I got the word from, I thought it sounded cool. But I've never heard fear factory - cyberwaste so I only got that word from them and nothing more.