Okay, I'm gonna put my songs in here when they are finished --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Picture Perfect How many times, can I say the same things, Over and over again. Paint the sky, whatever colour you want, I don't care, at all. But just make sure you draw me, as I used to be, I can't bear to see myself like this, so draw me happy. So draw me happy, (I can't take it) Draw me happy, (I can't take it) Draw me happy. (I can't take it) Please let me, go down with my shipwreck, it's sinking, So slowly, we're drowning. It's stuck in my, one way mind, paint a picture, Of it, of you and me. We will paint the lovely sunset, as it used to be, And the hill where we sat and watched the sun, so happy, We were so happy, (I can't take it) Were so happy, (I can't take it) Were so happy. (I can't take it) Tears running down my face, It makes me cringe: I hate the taste, Living off memories, can't be healthy, Have you got something to show me? Tears running down my face, It makes me cringe: I hate the taste, Paint a picture of the memory, Draw one of you and me. How many times, can I say the same things, Over and over again. It's stuck in my, one way mind, paint a picture, Of it, of you and me. Paint the sky, whatever colour you want, I don't care, at all. Please let me, go down with my shipwreck, it's sinking, Paint a picture. You will paint the lovely sunset, as you want it to be, And the hill where we sat and watched the sun, you and me, But just make sure you draw us, as we used to be, I can't bear to see you cry like this, paint a picture of you and me. Yo amor tú, Usted es el retrato perfecciona, Dibújenos ambos juntos, Sentar muy cerca juntos, entrega mano, Usted es el retrato perfecciona, Yo amor tú. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fade Away (Written With Jamie) I can't see the only real chance in me, Swerving through all my lies I created, Your the only real person to feel hated, I'm lost in your mind I can't seem to find, A way to escape from all the lies I create. You make it so hard, For me to feel undisgarded, Tortured by all of my lies, So many times I've lost the prize, I need to escape and find the truth. Escape with me, run away with me, Retreat to the hills, where we can be alone, Trapped in all the thoughts that I create, Above all I regret all the #### we went through, I wish I could turn back the hands of time, Slowly erasing to the end. You make it so hard, For me to feel undisgarded, Tortured by all of my lies, So many times I've lost the prize, I need to escape and find the truth. I’d take the chance to run away, To get away, to just run away, Try to keep you at a distance, Stay away, stay away, need resistance, A well needed idea to keep you at bay. You make it so hard, For me to feel undisgarded, Tortured by all of my lies, So many times I've lost the prize, I need to escape and find the truth. Let me runaway, don't stop me in my stride, Keep far away, so I don't need to hide, Release me from my torment, Just let me go. Just turn away, never look back in anger, Just fade away to the end. Just turn away, never look back in anger, Just fade away to the end. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One More (Last Kiss) The memories of you fill my mind, Fill me with happiness, you’re one of a kind, The beautiful smell of your silky brown hair, Drags on me even when you’re not there, And when you cry, I hold you tight, And hope that the morning might, Stop the tears and the sadness to, Don’t say a word, it’s okay, I love you, I love you, I love you. I want to even out the score, You owe me one kiss; I owe you more, Please, wipe the tears from your eyes, We both know what happens when an angel cries, We die. I put my arms around you just to get you closer to me, You softly kiss me, the feeling’s mutual I see, Your beautiful face imprints on my mind, I don’t understand but I’m sure you’ll find, Your eyes penetrate the dark; they’re beautiful, And when those bright blue eyes go dull, I try to stop the tears and the sadness to, With three short words that are, “I love you” I love you, I love you. I want to even out the score, You owe me one kiss; I owe you more, Please, wipe the tears from your eyes, We both know what happens when an angel cries, We die. I’d do anything to find out how you feel, Then you kiss me; I know this is real, Treasure even this picture of you with my heart, I don’t know what I’d do if we fell apart, So when you smile I hold you tight, And know that, by tonight, The tears will stop and the sadness to, I pray to God you know I love you, I love you, I love you. I want to even out the score, You owe me one kiss; I owe you more, Please, wipe the tears from your eyes, We both know what happens when an angel cries, We die. Once again, a victim of your smile, And the unhealthy love that takes awhile, To understand, but when I do, I’ll wonder how I could live without you, But when the years fly by, and we, Break apart and can finally see, That it was not meant to be like this, I swear I’ll always want one more last kiss. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Nearby Fall Of Darkness Can anybody hear me? Can anybody see? The weight on my shoulders, That’s killing me. But nobody seems to care, If I am doomed, Takin’ you with me, Nothin’ else to do. Sadness nearing you, You got nothing to do, Broken on the floor, But no one liked you, Nobody seems to care, If I am doomed, Takin’ you with me, Nothin’ else to do. Did you just call my name? Not playing your games, Our life has changed, It’s not the same, And nobody seems to care, If I am doomed, Takin’ you with me, Nothin’ else to do. Battered on the inside, Bruised on the outside, It hurts so badly, But nowhere to hide, The nearby fall of darkness, Has come, You need help, So come and get some. And nobody seems to care, If I am doomed, Takin’ you with me, Nothin’ else to do, The nearby fall of darkness, Has come, You need help, So come and get some. The nearby fall of darkness, Breaks out, It’s no use to scream Or shout, The nearby fall of darkness, Breaks out, It’s no use to scream, Or shout. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Never Somehow(This was the only song my old band put music to and may I say it sounded alright) Want it to be the same as before, Wanting less but getting more, No one can help you now, Never the same, never somehow! Break out! (Without a clue) Break out! (Worse than you) Break out! (Nothin’ to do) Break out, backfire at you! “No way, no how” Is what you said, Words like those make me wish you were dead, No one can help you now, Never the same, never somehow! Break out! (Without a clue) Break out! (Worse than you) Break out! (Nothin’ to do) Break out, backfire at you! No one caring anymore, Like a blind man trying to keep score, Breaking up, lost it now, Never the same, never somehow! Break out! (Without a clue) Break out! (Worse than you) Break out! (Nothin’ to do) Break out, backfire at you! Break out! (Backfire at you) Break out! (Backfire at you) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Inside My Mind I can’t take this pain I find, Gnawing away inside my mind, My head’s tearing itself in two, Because of the memories about you, At first you made me feel so tall, But then you let me fall, Back down onto my face, As a disgrace. You keep hanging stuff over my head, And then bring it back just as I dread, It killed my hope years ago, But for some reason it’s hard to say ‘no’, If you knew the pain I was going through, Would you still do the things you do? The stars look so goddamn ugly, This ain’t the way it should be. Chorus: Will I ever wake up from this nightmare? Someday I’m gonna kill her, I need to release all this stress and tension, Send me off to another dimension, With my ####ed up head and messed up dreams, I have no idea what this all means. I fear someday I’ll break out of my shell, And I’ll remember how far I fell, These scars will never heal, They show the pain and misery that I feel, Crawling over broken glass, Questions that I should have asked, Haunt the insides of my brain, Slowly driving me insane. Chorus Bridge: Turning over in my mind, I have suddenly come to find, Even though I don’t want you to stay, I don’t want you to leave it this way, And that if you do leave, That I will miss you. I need to keep control of myself, Need to keep hold for my own health, Hold on to the last of my breath, Holding on until my death, Closer and closer it breathes down my neck, My hope starts to sink like a shipwreck, I want to get back on top, But the only way to do that is to stop. Chorus Bridge Now I’m going after girls that I think are mature, But I don’t go far as you’ve hit me to the floor, I keep on trying to get back onto my feet, I’m sure that I won’t give in to defeat, Although I know deep down inside that I’ve lost, It covers up the hope like winter frost, Still feeling down and lonely, I feel like you don’t know me. Chorus --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Just For Once Why do you choose to punish me? I feel so alone, why can’t you see, That every time you smack me I fall, Back against the wall, In pain from the fight, In horror of the sight, You hate me for who I am, But I’m not gonna change. What do you think is wrong with me? What the #### do you think is wrong? Why can’t you leave me alone? Just for once. The bruises you left can’t be covered, I cry of pain as my face is smothered, By the pillow of death you bring, Do you think the sight of the blood is a nice thing? I’ll get you back, For all these attacks, You know you’ve got a problem, But you don’t want any help. What do you think is wrong with me? What the #### do you think is wrong? Why can’t you leave me alone? Just for once. You can’t get away from the guilt you feel, Suddenly the pain you’ve caused feels so real, The times you’ve attacked, The pain you’ve caused, you can never get back, You’ve lost your hope as the cops come, You can’t apologise now that it’s done, Against the wall so afraid, In a different perspective I’ve seen it before. What do you think is wrong with me? What the #### do you think is wrong? Why can’t you leave me alone? Just for once. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Results May Vary But now I dread to think what will happen, When you come back into my life, Could it be the best thing ever? Once you’ve gone it’s for forever, Don’t believe everything that you hear, ‘Cause next time you hear me, I won’t be here. Now I’m leaving; I’m going away, I don’t care what the hell you say, Don’t ever tell me to come back, I’m not the type of person to do that, Just don’t believe everything that you hear, ‘Cause next time you hear me, I won’t be here. You won’t go away with me, Just because the results may vary, You never know, it might be real, You never know, how you might feel, Well let’s both go and see, How badly the results vary. How am I meant to make it work? When you won’t even talk, And everything that’s gone wrong, You don’t know where you belong, Just don’t believe everything that you hear, ‘Cause next time you hear me, I won’t be here. You won’t go away with me, Just because the results may vary, You never know, it might be real, You never know, how you might feel, Well let’s both go and see, How badly the results vary. Tell me, how you really feel, Tell me, could this be real? I can’t believe it could work out, Is that what it’s all about? With all of the issues to fight, How do you know this is right? You won’t go away with me, Just because the results may vary, You never know, it might be real, You never know, how you might feel, Well let’s both go and see, How badly the results vary. You won’t go away with me, Just because the results may vary, You never know, it might be real, You never know, how you might feel, Well let’s both go and see, How badly the results vary. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stay On Top (Or Watch It Drop) How could my life be so boring? It’s so slow my brain keeps stalling, Nothing left in here to do, I don’t wanna be alone with you. It’s hard to stay on top, When all the time I watch it drop, Nowhere to go, nowhere to run, Sadly enough, it’s only just begun. Sitting here alone so mad, But being with you makes me sad, Don’t want to ruin my self-esteem, Only time I’m happy is in a dream. It’s hard to stay on top, When all the time I watch it drop, Nowhere to go, nowhere to run, Sadly enough, it’s only just begun. I feel like I’m in debt, Trying to keep everything I get, I feel cheap and lonely, Why does everybody hate me? Can’t stand going mad anymore, Someone tell me what’s the score. It’s hard to stay on top, When all the time I watch it drop, Nowhere to go, nowhere to run, Sadly enough, it’s only just begun. It’s hard to stay on top, When all the time I watch it drop, Nowhere to go, nowhere to run, Sadly enough, it’s only just begun. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Under The Surface (Written With Jamie) I cannot get off this floor, I can't be bothered living anymore, None of my life makes any sense, Got no attack, only defence. I'm gonna crack, Right under the pressure, I want to feel some relief, Before I crack under the surface Everything that I can see, Is what you want me to be, I have no room to breathe, That's what's wrong, now let me leave. I'm gonna crack, Right under the pressure, I want to feel some relief, Before I crack under the surface I don't want you very near, I want you to disappear, None of my life makes any sense, Got no attack only defence. I'm gonna crack, Right under the pressure, I want to feel some relief, Before I crack under the surface Not making sense, I've only got defence, No room to breathe, Let me leave. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Unjustified War (Inspired By The Iraq War) This country; lost in the wars, This life; full of chores, World leaders; following like sheep, ‘Friendly fire’ accidents; the family’s weep, We can’t keep pretending that it’s right, When people die in a war we don’t have to fight, We all know that you’re wrong, You don’t have to fight just to be strong… Gotta shoot; can’t bring yourself to do it, Got a gun, you’ve gotta use it, Kill or be killed; that’s the way it is, Why the hell is the world like this? This time, we’ve lost again, This year, not like back then, It’s gone to hell, with plans for peace, Can’t you figure it out so these wars can seace? The blasts from the bombs are devastating, While no good attempts have been infiltrating, Hearts broken by the devastation, He made the wrong decision by imitation. Gotta shoot; can’t bring yourself to do it, Got a gun, you’ve gotta use it, Kill or be killed; that’s the way it is, Why the hell is the world like this? The deaths; of the innocent, The bombs; we know they were meant, Lives at risk just to keep a reputation, Why are kids needing resuscitation? There’s no need to be doing all this, Why are you taking all these risks? If you keep it up, it won’t be alright, People cry as the bombs are in flight. Gotta shoot; can’t bring yourself to do it, Got a gun, you’ve gotta use it, Kill or be killed; that’s the way it is, Why the hell is the world like this? You notice it’s not okay, You’ll understand someday, Just stop it as soon as you can, Don’t have to fight to be a man. You notice it’s not okay, You’ll understand someday, Just stop it as soon as you can, Don’t have to fight to be a man. Gotta shoot; can’t bring yourself to do it, Got a gun, you’ve gotta use it, Kill or be killed; that’s the way it is, Why the hell is the world like this? Gotta shoot; can’t bring yourself to do it, Got a gun, you’ve gotta use it, Kill or be killed; that’s the way it is, Why the hell is the world like this? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Mistake I know deep down that it’ll never work out, All of this madness I’m in, thrashes about, My mind is not working well this time, If it did work out it still wouldn’t end up fine, Someone will end up losing, I’ve lost again, How do you know it’ll be different than back then? We won’t end up fine; we won’t survive each other, I don’t even think that, right now, we should even bother, How do I know you miss me ‘cause I’ve been away? The time I spent, I’ve only been back for a day, I’ll never be able to make it up to you, I’ve lost my self-respect through what I do, We’re two completely different people, not the same, I’m gonna lose so I’m not gonna play your game, All of the times, I lied and I lied, I’m sorry that you think we both tried. We won’t end up fine; we won’t survive each other, I don’t even think that, right now, we should even bother, How do I know you miss me ‘cause I’ve been away? The time I spent, I’ve only been back for a day, We won’t end up fine; we won’t survive each other, I don’t even think that, right now, we should even bother, How do I know you miss me ‘cause I’ve been away? The time I spent, I’ve only been back for a day, It’s a, Mistake. I’ve had, My break. It’s time, To take. Back my, Mistake. We won’t end up fine; we won’t survive each other, I don’t even think that, right now, we should even bother, How do I know you miss me ‘cause I’ve been away? The time I spent, I’ve only been back for a day, We won’t end up fine; we won’t survive each other, I don’t even think that, right now, we should even bother, How do I know you miss me ‘cause I’ve been away? The time I spent, I’ve only been back for a day, --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Murder Game You stand over her coffin and mourn her, You try and get warm but get colder, You say you should be dead, I can help, I’ll chop off your head, Why you are sad I just don’t know, Now you don’t know what way to go, But you can’t wait to see if they’ll kill me first, I need some vodka to quench my thirst. You got away with murder last time, You drank their blood like it was cheap wine, One by one you massacred them all, They can’t wait to see you fall, You burned their bodies and cut off the head, You even stabbed them when they were dead, And you can’t wait to see if they’ll kill me first, I need some vodka to quench my thirst. I can’t wait to see your death you female dog, Oh #### a minor technical glitch, My hand slipped. I should be going now I need to go, Leave you here to die you hoe, You said I will die someday, But at least I will see my next birthday, I burned all the pictures I’ve found of you, I dreamed of revenge being sweet to, And you can’t wait to see if they’ll kill me first, I need some vodka to quench my thirst. I can’t wait to see you die you female dog, Oh #### a minor technical glitch, My hand slipped. Oh no my hand slipped, You fell onto the floor, Blood shot from your neck, “Please, oh no, no more!” I can’t wait to see your death you female dog, Oh #### a minor technical glitch, My hand slipped. Oh no, you fell onto the floor, My hand slipped, Oh no, you fell onto the floor, My hand slipped! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Murder Game (Demo) You see death round every corner, You try and get warm but get colder, Put your hands above your head, All the cops, they want you dead, You have bombs they just can’t see, They found you stash of pornography, But you can’t wait to see if they’ll kill me first, I need some vodka to quench my thirst. You got away with murder last time, You drank their blood like it was cheap wine, One by one you massacred them all, You didn’t wait ‘till the first ones fall, You burned their bodies and their throats, You even burned their ####### coats, And you can’t wait to see if they’ll kill me first, I need some vodka to quench my thirst. I can’t wait to see your death you female dog, Oh #### a minor technical glitch, My hand slipped. I should be going now I need to go, Leave you here to die you hoe, You said I will die someday, But at least I will see my next birthday, I burned all the pictures I’ve found of you, I dreamed of revenge being sweet to, And you can’t wait to see if they’ll kill me first, I need some vodka to quench my thirst. I can’t wait to see you die you female dog, Oh #### a minor technical glitch, My hand slipped. Oh no my hand slipped, Your fell on the floor, Blood shot from your neck, “Please, oh no, no more!” I can’t wait to see your death you female dog, Oh #### a minor technical glitch, My hand slipped. Oh no, you fell onto the floor, My hand slipped, Oh no, you fell onto the floor, My hand slipped! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Okay, that's it for now. I'll post more when I'm finished writing them... One or two should be up within the next week because I've almost finished writing them Also... Enjoy
They're all really good, but I like Picture Perfect, Unjustified War and Under The Surface the best. I really like the word choice in Picture Perfect. Great Job.
The first song is actually old but I don't think I posted it here... If I did, I've changed little bits of it and the name of it --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elementary Heart Break A million miles away and no one can see, Not being able to talk to you is killing me, So far across the ocean, Tell me of your every movement, You are so far away, And you can’t help me. I need to hear your voice, So hurry up and call, I need to see your face, This picture’s so small, A black and white TV sits over there, Showing that small picture of you, But I don’t care, I miss you. A million miles away and you can’t see, Our favourite song is playing on the TV, Nothing seems to make sense, It is so confusing, Hopelessly I stand alone, I wanna go home. I need to hear your voice, So hurry up and call, I need to see your face, This picture’s so small, A black and white TV sits over there, Showing that small picture of you, But I don’t care, I miss you. You live across the world where I can’t see, I need to know right now if you’re missing me, I don’t know where a bouts you are, Where are you tonight? All the time we spent so happy, Do you think you’ll remember me? I need to hear your voice, So hurry up and call, I need to see your face, This picture’s so small, A black and white TV sits over there, Showing that small picture of you, But I don’t care, I miss you. Who said that life ain’t fair? I watch a video of you, act like I don’t care, Our song’s on the radio, I hope you’re listening, Something’s wrong as I talk to you, You must be crying, I am to… I need to hear your voice, So hurry up and call, I need to see your face, This picture’s so small, A black and white TV sits over there, Showing that small picture of you, But I don’t care, I miss you. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- More new songs coming soon...
For those of you who don't know, I'm the Jamie who written some of the songs on here with Dedicated. Great collection there man
I love your work wow. It's amazing how many talented people are here on LPA. I like yours the most so far, great work Dedicated and .Broken Fist
Desperation Date Desperation date, An inside heartbreak, Instant repair, It’s not fair, I can’t lose all my friendships. I don’t wanna be, Another ####### wannabe, I understand, But still demand, A complex explanation. You know I can’t fall now, You know I can’t fall down, To the ground, In an instant heartbreak. Desperation date, An inside heartbreak, Instant repair, It’s not fair, I can’t lose all my friendships. I don’t wanna be, Another ####### wannabe, I understand, But still demand, A complex explanation. You know I can’t fall now, You know I can’t fall down, To the ground, In an instant heartbreak. Can’t you just leave me? Leave me all alone, Can’t you just go away? Leave me all alone. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Okay, I just wrote this song right this second. It's not that good but I thought I'd post it anyway ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Tough Situation I'm in a tough situation, One wrong move means devastation, Loss of a friend, earn something more, Is it time to risk it all? He likes her, she likes me, I like her, she could like him to, Ask for some ones guidance, "What should I do?" Lose a best friend, For a girlfriend? It's not worth it, Or is it? Lose a best friend, For a girlfriend? It's not worth it, Or is it? Help me out, it's hard to see, Should I lose a friend for me? But what I've got to digest, Is that: Nothing's ever perfect. I know she cares, I do to, What can I say? What’s left to do? Ask for some ones guidance? ”What should I do?” Lose a best friend, For a girlfriend? It's not worth it, Or is it? Lose a best friend, For a girlfriend? It's not worth it, Or is it? What can I do? What can I say? Just to make things better? What can I do? What can I say? To sort out this complication? Lose a best friend, For a girlfriend? It's not worth it, Or is it? Lose a best friend, For a girlfriend? It's not worth it, Or is it? Or is it? (A tough situation) Or is it? (A tough situation) To lose a best friend, For a girlfriend? It's not worth it, Or is it? (A tough situation) Or is it? (A tough situation) Or is it? (A tough situation) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Okay, I decided to add 'Tough Situation' to here because there was no point in keeping it in a separate thread. Also, I'm planning on adding a song that I'm writing now about the 9/11 disaster so keep on checking back
Awesome songs! Desperation Date is really good, eventhough you said you wrote it that second. Keep up the excellent work.
Desperation At 1,362 Feet I remember it like it was yesterday, Maybe because it was my birthday, We walked in from football it seemed darker, When we got in we found out, it was horrible, A disaster not to be reckoned with. Should the talk go on about, The horrible thing? Can we sort it out? Some say that he knew about it, But how can someone hide that ####? When I got home I remember my friends, Saying that World War 3 was going to commence, I saw the disaster on the news, When I saw the sight I swear my blood froze, My heart went out to all the sufferers. Should the talk go on about, The horrible thing? Can we sort it out? Some say that he knew about it, But how can someone hide that ####? Some say, “Let it all go” But how can I know, How many people it hurt? Some say, “Let it all go” But how can I know, How hard it must be? People who say, “Let it all go” Must not know, How Goddamn hard it must be. Should the talk go on about, The horrible thing? Can we sort it out? Some say that he knew about it, But how can someone hide that ####? For all the heroes of that day, For all the firemen of that day, Who could not prepare themselves, For the sights they were gonna see, I can’t imagine, how hard it must be. I remember it like it was yesterday, Maybe because it was my birthday, We walked in from football it seemed darker, I saw the disaster on the news, When I saw the sight I swear my blood froze, My heart went out to all the sufferers. Should the talk go on about, (Should it continue?) The horrible thing? Can we sort it out? (Can we sort it out?) Some say that he knew about it, But how can someone hide that ####? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You may be able to tell that this is about the 9/11 disaster. I wrote this last night and yesterday. More to come... Also, enjoy...
What’s It Like? Woke up to the sound of a car, Got out of bed, but didn’t get far, I just had a thought, about what I was gonna do, Then another entered my mind, I saw you, I went downstairs to get some food, To find that my family were all in a mood, I sit down and eat my cereal, Everything feels so surreal. I left the house went off to the bus stop, As I got to school I felt my heart stop, I went round the back and played football, ‘Till 8:15 when I heard a voice call, I went and met my mates at the front gate, Only a few minutes left ‘till I see my fate, Waited for ages for you by the stairs, Then you came up, could this cause me nightmares? I’m sure it could do, if you said “no”, Is it worth a try? It didn’t matter, so, I stayed there for the next 15 minutes, Thinking to myself that I wasn’t a winner, Then you came down, I was about to ask, When my throat clogged up, I just tried to grasp, Anything that I could reach, I didn’t know what was up, I don’t really know why I felt so rough, You ran over to me as a fell to the floor, I remember you scream for help down the hall, What ever happened to that planned out day? It all went wrong, what can I say? It ended up that I was actually fine, They had no idea why I almost died, Who knew someone could literally break your heart? Lucky for me I got time to restart, I swear that next time, I’m gonna grab the chance, And make sure that everybody gets a glance, At how ######'’ lucky I really am, And then they’ll remember how it began. Couldn’t you save me once more, Like you did back then? Couldn’t you touch me once more, So I can remember what it’s like, To feel love? Just save me, save me from myself, Just save me, save me like before, I love you, Even though I’ve never really talked to you, I love you. I remember so much of you, Know the things I need to know, I swear that I’ve lost my best chance, So I’ll keep my distance, Until I get the nerve to ask you again, I know, I hope that my next plan, Can’t fail and that I’ll ask you, Even if you say “no”, At least I will have tried, And I will have implied, That I do actually like you, And I notice what you do, Record the things that you say to me, You’ll know that all I need, Is you. Your amazing words, And you know that it hurts, When you cry, I understand, How you feel and want you to take my hand, So I can pick you up and take you to a place, Where you can live in grace, Dear God, give me my chance once more, Let me, please, let me feel like before, Once I’ve gotten a chance right, I’ll live happily after that night, Just because I’ve taken something, And I’ve got nothing left to bring, Thank you for saving me, Thank you for helping me see, The thing that I’m sure is true, Now just let me ask you… Couldn’t you save me once more, Like you did back then? Couldn’t you touch me once more, So I can remember what it’s like, To feel love? Just save me, save me from myself, Just save me, save me like before, I love you, Even though I’ve never really talked to you, I love you. Woke up to the sound of a car, Got out of bed, but didn’t get far, I just had a thought, about what I was gonna do, Then another entered my mind, I saw you, I went downstairs to get some food, To find that my family were all in a mood, I sit down and eat my cereal, Everything feels so surreal. I left the house went off to the bus stop, As I got to school I felt my heart stop, I went round the back and played football, ‘Till 8:15 when I heard a voice call, I went and met my mates at the front gate, Only a few minutes left ‘till I see my fate, Waited for ages for you by the stairs, Then you came up, could this cause me nightmares, I’m sure it could do, if you said “no”, Is it worth a try? It didn’t matter, so, I stayed there for the next 15 minutes, Thinking to myself that I wasn’t a winner, Then you came down, I was about to ask, When my throat clogged up, I just tried to grasp, Anything that I could reach, I didn’t know what was up, I don’t really know why I felt so rough, You ran over to me as a fell to the floor, I remember you scream for help down the hall, What ever happened to that planned out day? It all went wrong, what can I say? It ended up that I was actually fine, They had no idea why I almost died, Who knew someone could literally break your heart? Lucky for me I got time to restart, I swear that next time, I’m gonna grab the chance, And make sure that everybody gets a glance, At how ######'’ lucky I really am, And then they’ll remember how it began. Now just let me ask you… Couldn’t you save me once more, Like you did back then? Couldn’t you touch me once more, So I can remember what it’s like, To feel love? Just save me, save me from myself, Just save me, save me like before, I love you, Even though I’ve never really talked to you, I love you. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'd like to thank Will for help with the title
Thanks Derek... Just wrote a new song and spent almost an hour trying to figure out a name for it Hope you like it... F.A.T.A.L or Final Act of Truth And Love Cyanide, painkillers, Vertigo's a, sub-thriller, You think that there's no other way, To escape reality, But I can prove you wrong... With all the dreams, it's so easy, To be misled, by some feelings, And there's never only one way, To escape reality, And dreams are one way... Just let me show you, I want to help you, I want to touch you, Help you through all this… A drug addiction, you need help, Only I can, help you out now, Other people only pretend to care, But I really do, So I want to prove it to you… Just let me show you, I want to help you, I want to touch you, Help you through all this… Implied feelings, a big disaster, Feeling different, break my heart, That other guy is just a loser, He’ll drop you when you need him most… So… Just let me show you, I want to help you, I want to touch you, Help you through all this… I need to show you, I need to help you, I need to touch you, And help you through all this…