My desire cries for aspiration as the fire burns from flames of self-indulgence Though I have chosen this path alone there's no sound of solitude in the midst Sickened by my own bliss, the time has come tranquility has taken it's last breath Weep for one last glimpse, of what's so lost put these painful thoughts to rest This is all I have ever known, everything I've done to you It's been carved in stone, everything I've put you through My ambitions fall through sombered dusk from a sky filled with sorrow's dismay And somewhere in the distance is a cure for everything that's drifting us away Ambient are the eyes, why must they hate what will remain forever in the heart Looked from the inside, only to find what has built us will eventually tear us apart This is all I have ever known, everything I've done to you It's been carved in stone, everything I've put you through I'm so afraid that one day this will go too far But I'm the one that's made things the way that they are I'm so afraid that one day this will go too far But I'm the one making things worse than they really are This is all I have ever known, everything I've done to you It's been carved in stone, everything I've put you through Surrounded by what has kept me in this place The memory could never be more faint Just stuck knowing there's nothing I can say That'll make you ever want to come back Even though your presence hasn't receded The feeling couldn't be further from my reach Seal my eyes shut so that I will never again be Enticed to feel the grade of synthetic excrete