The Venting Out Thread

Who's right?Who's wrong?What can I help as a citizen?Nothing?

What the fuck is wrong with my country?

 

The same with every other country. CORRUPPTION AND POLITICANS!

 

So I'm buzzing really hard right now. My assessment for hormone replacement therapy is mother fucking scheduled. This is like, a decade in the making. I'm a little scared but so excited.

 

Looks like our school spring break trip to NYC is going to be cancelled :angry:

 

i'm having trouble with my parents lately, they are overprotective, worry way to much about everything, my father has OCD, and they think i have mental issues (i dont). Our relationship is getting worse each day, its becoming unbearable.

the main issue is that they want to controle every move i make, and dont like that i drink. i dont step out of my house since december. i dont even know how to people anymore, i'm talking less and less with my friends, and they dont even bother in calling me to go out anymore, i have to lie to them everytime they invite me somewhere. i'm freaking out.

i'm lucky that i love reading. its the only thing i do all day.

 

I know it's a clichè advice,but...Have you tried to talk to them personally about this?

 

This tension is killing me

 

i did a couple of times, but it doesnt change anything, they treat me and my brother like domesticated cats, they ignore want we want, what makes us happy etc.. as long as we're "safe" and protected at home.

they probably think that being fed and having a bed to sleep is all i need in life, and it's just not possible to argue and prove them wrong, as they are the "authority" and i'm "just a kid"

that old "my house, my rules" shit.

 

Fuck It, my mum got today her second stent. The next bigger heart attack and it could ...

FUCK, FUCK, FUCK

 

Everything will be fine. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

 

Nahh its ok, but too much stress wouldnt be good for her. W visit her today in hospital, she was in a good mood.

 

Ugh I'm flipping out. I just had my last physical therapy session and the clunkiness in my wrist returned which is bad. I don't understand how. All this time the clunkiness hasn't been there but just this morning returned, meaning either my wrist is just needing to be stretched or something (which I doubt), or my ligament(s) re-tore. Which would mean going through weeks and months of recovery again. I hope this is just temporary. Going through recovery again would lessen my chances of making the soccer team next year significantly since I won't be cleared to play all spring and possibly summer. Oh god.

 

Take care and stay optimistic.

 

I'm ready for my brother to grow up

 

I fucked up my sleep schedule and didn't study much at all. I'm going to lie to people and do the same thing today. Sometimes, my procrastination makes me psychotic


Just two more exams and I can't put serious effort into them. Fuck me.

 

Not only did I play like shit at my soccer game, but I managed to make a fucking mockering out of myself in front of all my teammates including all of the Varsity players and made a huge fucking scene.

 

i did something similar once. but it was intentional.

the guys didnt want me on the team for a competition because i dont play very well (i really dont), but i played anyway just to fill in. but it was not a serious competition, it wasnt important at all. so i came in and walked around to piss them off, until they forced me to leave.

but i nearly scored a goal.

 

I know you're new to this site, but The Venting Out Thread is for people who are angered or upset by a situation and feel the need to vent (like how I vented about my soccer game last Saturday). Or they come here with a serious problem and need advice (like relationship advice in a failing relationship). Comments like yours would fit more in the Random Thoughts thread.

 

omfg I sounded stupid as ck!
There, that's better.

 

and my parents are still annoying as hell. i just canceled a date cause they wont let me go out... i'm starting to get really pissed