Got Something You Want To Let Out?

David broke up with me.

I hate guys. =\

 

aiaiaiai sweetie, run to the store for chocolate and all the seasons of Friends, and also, make alot of chocolatemilk. You'll feel better, and after that, spoil yourself with little nice gifts and also, creamwash your face + a nice facemask against all the chocolate ofcourse cause you probably don't want pimples and stuff...I really hope you'll feel better soon!

 

Thanks Marjy. <3

 

Anyaa this will totally out me as a BTVS nerd, but call upon yourself the might of the vengeance demon Anyanka, mostly known as Anya! Either that, or follow Marjlove's advice.

 

Your advice is good too, thanks. <3

 

I want to leave you, because I don't need you. I want to eat what I want, and I want to do what I want. I want to believe what I want.

 

I Suuuuper Dont like how we both got mixed.

I got his.
He's got mine.

Damn, Wheres the time?


;_;

 

My ex confuses me so much. Sometimes he acts so nice that it's like he might actually even like me still, and sometimes he acts like he did today. In algebra he was being generally pissed off, as he always is on the last day of the week in his least favorite class at the end of the day (sometimes I can't blame him, our teacher gets mad at him for stuff that he lets other people get away with, but today was just ridiculous) and the principal walked in, so I went to grab his iPod before the principal saw it and he hit me. The principal took away his iPod.
Also, he spent the whole day trying to comfort this wannabe-emo chick who hates him, and when I told him that I felt really under the weather and that I needed to talk to him, he told me I was being emo and he didn't even ask what was wrong. But then there are those days that he still treats me so nicely. And he has just as many days where he is super nice to me as he has days where he is mean. I just don't know what to do.

And then my mother is giving me shit. But don't even get me started on that.

 

EMA is really starting to annoy me. I took my first day off last week because I was ill, I rang into college where you are supposed to when you are ill and this morning I got a letter saying that i was unauthorised absence because apparently I did not call in. Well I checked my call log on my phone and sure enough there is the proof they need. I will not be a happy bunny on monday when yet again I have to go in and say that I did the right thing.

One week I got marked absent when I was sat right in front of the tutor.

So erm yes, yet another week where I wont get paid *grumbles*

 

pooky, be my cookie.
parents are real complicated huma....things.

 

shitshitshitshitshitshitshit

We all snuck out. And he got caught.

fuck.

 

from?

 

We're all in the car and he shifted and just stared at me. And goes:


"My phone's ringing."


He picks it up and we hear:

"where.....

the fuck....

are you.....?" It was his parents.

 

Busted! Heheee..

My dad never catches me doing anything naughty

 

Yeah, it's real fucking funny.

 

I. Fucking. Hate. My. Stepdad.

 

How come man?

I hope everything's alright, I know the past few months have been trying for you but as I've said before everything will eventualy better itself.

 

Everyone in my family has such high expectations of me. They want me to become a big-shot...like a doctor, lawyer whatever. It's my fucking life...I want to make a living with music. I know I'll disappoint everyone in my family by following my heart, and not their wishes. My mom's making a big deal out of me recently joining a band...she says "I'm sick of all this devil music"...devil music, eh? Haha.
She hates that music is what I live for. She doesn't care of what my heart wants.
Thank you for your incredible support, mother. You who said that you'd support me in whatever I'd choose to do. You who constantly compare me to other girls who are "girly and not into that kind of music". It feels like I'm alone, even though lots of people are around me. Three more months...that's how long I have to make up my mind of what I'm gonna do.

I just...needed to get all that out. *sigh*

 

*gives dryice a hug*

Parents suck butt sometimes.. You will always have the support you need from the board I am sure