In this hole of mine, I try to dig my way out of it. Try so hard, but to fail, Is like lighting a candle without a flame. Know you how it feels, To be left behind like this. In this streaming gap of tears, With blurry vision-eyed. Why did you love me? Why didn't you care? Care enough to love me? Love me not enough to care? Are questions I pound my soul in, Shoving and hiding the reality. Of a cruel nature, so terrified, Of being what I don't know of. When those angels were set alight, And burnt to the ground of dirt and trash. I was meant to stay there? Staring relentlessly into your eyes? Am I nothing of your cruel torture? Am I the only one in here? Hold me tightly, never let go, For a terrific lie u play upon me.