In a knot I lie, Inside myself complaining. Complaining for being forsaked, For a life without love. The love, the sound, the word, Makes me light up inside. Heart-warming and lukewarm, Is the ever essence of love. The jasmine scent it leaves behind, Or maybe just your cologne. It sends the nerves to my brain, Dancing for more and more. Leaves behind a trail of red, With the petals of a rose.
it's the hardest thing to cope with, i rekon, not the poem, but the thread heading. I've been to hell and back in the last 8 months. being 14-15 in 8 days, but it's hard. i now know from experience that thje first love is hardest to get over. it took me 8 months to get over my first love. i kept inflicting pain on myself for the main reason that i was 99% depressed. my friends couldn't help, and i kept to myself all the time. worst part about it was that i found out my crush was going out with some one from 300 kilometres away on feb 14 (aka valentines day, the day i was gonna ask her out) i felt so stupid 1 LP song helped me through the whole thing though, From the inside "I WON'T WASTE MYSELF ON YOU!!!!!!!!1" YEA BTW, GREAT POEM, DO YOU MIND IF I ADD SOME ABOUT MY FIRST CRUSH???? (SOZ ABOUT CAPS...yea) Cya
Here are the poems i said i would post well, they aren't poems, they are lyrics that go to songs by yellowcard, simple plan and linkin park. am i allwoed to post them?
I'm unsure if i can post them, but i will, and if any one tells me i can't, i will take them off...so here they are They are about a girl called becky who i was once madly in love with Songs Only Girl (only one – yellowcard) Verse 1 Broken a Fragile thing then, & I can’t, I couldn’t pick up the pieces Now I’ve thrown my words all around, But I can’t, and I’ve tried to give you reasons I felt so broken up (so broken up) Nearly gave up (nearly gave up) But there is one thing that you should know Chorus I Here I go, I’ll scream my lungs out, I’ll try to get to you, you are my only girl Now have a chance, and there’s just no one, That gets me like you do, You are my only, One Becky Gilhaus Verse 2 Made My Mistake, Stupid/Fucking Game, & I can’t, I couldn’t hold on for much more I wish I could change that one day, But I can’t, I’ll have to make things up now, Something was breaking up (was braking up) Deep inside of me (inside of me) Now I love more, it’s made me strong Chorus II Here I go, scream my lungs out, It made me so angry, But you’re my only girl Almost let go, when I found out Bout the guy from Bankstown, But you’re my only, One Becky Gilhaus Bridge Here I go, we’ve grown up a lot, Since year 4, you’re still my only one, And I know, we’ve not seen each other, For quite a while, but can I call you mine Chorus III Here I go, scream my lungs out, I’ll be yours forever, coz you’re my only one, Glad that I, didn’t let go, let go of you, You’re still my only, One Becky Gilhaus My only one, Becky Gilhaus My only one, Your still my only, my only one Avoca Street (Ocean Avenue – Yellowcard) Verse 1 There was a place just off Avoca Street, A place where we would regularly meet When I think it was a long time ago, When we met we would say, “Like let’s go” We would say, “Like let’s go” There was a place on Donovan Avenue, We’d walk to eastgardens just me and you, When I think it was a long time ago, When we met we would say, “Like let’s go” We would say, “Like let’s go” Chorus I If you could be mine now, things would be better, We would be so happy, just us forever, I’ve let your waves crash down, and you’ve took me away Verse 2 There’s been a piece of you that’s been with me, It’s everywhere I go and everything I see, When I sleep, I dream and you’re always there, I’ve made believe that you are here tonight, That you have been here, tonight Chorus II If you could be mine now, things would be better, We would be so happy, just us forever, I know somewhere somehow; we’ll be together, I’ve let your waves crash down, and you’ve took me away Bridge I remember the look in your eyes, When I played and you started to cry, For some reason, I didn't think, What was going happen to me? But I knew it was going to be, Feb 14 05 I nearly waved goodbye, Chorus II If you could be mine now, things would be better, We would be so happy, just us forever, I know somewhere somehow; we’ll be together, I’ve let your waves crash down, and you took me away. Our Perfect World (Perfect World – Simple Plan) Verse 1 I wish I didn’t see this far, I wish I didn’t see this coming, Felt my world was falling apart, yea, I couldn’t cope with myself, Didn’t think I could deal, With the things I said, To you, I still feel bad Chorus I In our perfect world, That wouldn’t have happened, In a perfect world, Games would be bad, And it made no sense, What I said to make you cry, But to me, It meant nothing, nothing at all Verse 2 I didn’t think what would go wrong, Until the day I ceased to be strong, I felt I needed something like a miracle, yea, I wish I could be yours now, I wish that I could turn back time, Coz I need to change, One day in our lives, yea, That’s all I need, is to change one day Chorus II In our perfect world, there would be no such thing, As a stupid game, Called sim city, Because now I do, I regret what that game has done, And back then, it meant a lot, A lot to me Bridge I could never apologize, For what I did on that night, But now I am here for you, And I am confident now, I feel that I can be yours Now it’s all up to you, Yea, yea Chorus III In my perfect world, You will be saying “yes” We’ll be together, Till our time ends, And I hope you agree, Coz I feel that I can be yours, Not being, a disappointment, Disappointment to you, Bex I love you!!! And that’s all I can say, All I can say!!!! Second Chance (In The End – Linkin Park) Verse 1 -Started with One thing, I don’t know why, It didn’t even matter how hard you tried, I kept that in mind, and designed this rhyme to explain to Becky -All I knew My game was a valuable thing, Now watch it go gown as the shredder swings, As it shreds the disc that made me miss out, Of the girl of my dreams, I was -So unreal Didn’t look behind me, You watched with your friend as I just played, All I cared about, was a stupid game, But I liked you so much, but I’m -Over it I want to start a new, with you, if you want to give me, a second chance, I hope you do, coz all I want to do, is be with you, and be yours, but I Chorus I Need to say, something to you, I am sorry, and I want to make things up with you, I care bout’ you, &you should know, I’m sorry, and I want to make things up Verse 2 One thing, I don’t know why, It didn’t even matter how hard you tried, I kept that in mind, and designed this rhyme to explain to Becky, how I -Love her so Despite the way I was ignoring you, You tried so hard to win my heart over, You tried really hard with limited success, I’m surprised that you -Don’t hate me Me/things, aren’t the way they were before, Everyday that passes I love you even more, But I have changed since then, I hope you see it, but will -You be mine I want to start a new, with you, if you want to give me, a second chance, I hope you do, coz all I want to do, is be with you, and be yours, but I Chorus II Know what I did, wrong that time, Don’t worry, I’ll give anything up for you, Will you give me, a second chance? But don’t worry, I’ll give anything up Bridge I think about you, All day, & I am not sure what to do, In 5 years, There is a lot I need to say, I think about you, All day, & I am not sure what to do, In 5 years, There is a lot I need to say Chorus III I’ve gone through heaps in the last 5 months, But it’s behind me, and I am over it all, Sorry bout’ the, poems and all, But it’s behind me, and I’m over it