another one... this time i can really truly relate to what i have written. so this is pure me presented...enjoy! Enclosing insecurity. As every moment crawls past, I feel much stranger than before, It feels as if I don’t belong, Here in my room, behind a locked door. I shut my eyes, as my last resort, Can I be far from all this? I can feel my mind being torn apart, I feel all wrong, something’s amiss. I worry about the people around, Wonder what they think of me, Someone once said, never bother, Of what others think you to be. But I bother much, can I fit in? The chances seem too very thin, Why does everyone reject my say? This isn’t where I am to stay. I can feel those eyes staring at me, Each one judging me from outside, Those voices close in behind me, The hate I can see through my eyes. Why can’t I seem to live for myself? Why do I push myself to believe? That everyone around holds me, Trying to pretend, I only deceive. Now, finally, I came to realize, That no matter how much the truth tries to hide, I will be the one, who lives to lie, Till all this ends, till the moment I die. your comments please....!!!