--i just wrote this 5 minutes ago, and i havent put a new work up in a while.. Blame Take off your disguise Kill it in the night I wont let this get me down again I cant lose another fight There is too much in it for me So much f*cking anxiety But when everything is seen I can tell this is just a state of living Cant you hear me father I blame you For everything I cant control For what I should not know I’m still just another lost soul Take me apart now I cant do this myself I need a hand I’ve haven’t got used to your back I don’t want to go Hold on for an extra second Look at my eyes Tell me what I want to know Cant you hear me father I blame you For everything I cant control For what I should not know Turns out I’m just another lost soul Where am I supposed to point If I cant control myself Who am I supposed to blame It must be someone else’s fault Oh I know what it takes I can almost hear the voice This is still just a game And its nowhere near over Cant you hear me father I blame you For everything I cant control For what I should not know Turns out I’m just another lost soul I only hurt myself This lie comes back around I can only lie to myself But I’m already down If there is something wrong with me Will I fit in easily Yes there is something wrong with me But I’m still living No one is to blame For all this pain If there is a higher road Its already been destroyed Can you hear me father I’m still angry Can you ever forgive me I’m still trying