Random Thoughts 23!

Daaamn Luke.



You know, I guess it really IS tough for some people to get over someone, eh?

It makes me sad to know how some people are so hurt on the inside due to the chain of events. :/ And not realize it.


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EVAN ARE YOU SERIOUS? GET SOME RED SOCKS GOGOGO!

 

Thing is I've been attracted to a different girl I've known since I was 15...as far as I'm concerned she's the one. I'm not fucking obsessed by her though...I don't go looking to get with people that look like her. That shit is psychotic. It only gets to that stage if you let it...I've been able to keep my feelings somewhat under control (okay...there have been a few outbursts here and there but nothing that changes the complexion of how people look at me) but she's just gone overboard.

 

I R SERIOUS. all my clothes are every other colour (including lime green and pink) but no red. The fuckz./!?

 

Waaay overboard. It really did start after she stayed obsessive and willing to be with people who just look like him. Now it's just creepy, psychotic and..not cool.

That's normal. Being so sure you want to be with someone but not..doing crazy shit like that. Once you start doing crazy shit, then that crazy shit is going up into the fan.

 

You know what dude...with all the drama that goes on back in London, even doing the right thing will probably make the shit hit the fan.

*sigh* I go back to that fucking place in March...I really don't want to just yet though. Gonna go back to London for a little bit and see if there's a way to come back swiftly...can't be fucked with drama anymore. I'm 19 years old and this kind of shit should have ended years ago...

But I guess I'm aided in not being obessed by this other girl by the fact that she lives in Ireland in a location that's about 400 miles away from London. Not that I think I'd become obessed by her anyway...she's just a perfect match for me. Unfortunately she's been dating this other guy for over a year now and she reckons he's the one for her...some people over there reckon it's only a matter of time before they get engaged. ...but at least she's happy.

 

Hahahahahah !


Hey. If I told you that Drama wouldn't change until your past ~40 (depending on a few things) would you believe me? It's alright man. Drama gives people a story to have when their old. Don't fiddle in Drama, but certainly don't just stay out of it.

Heyyy Luke cmon man. chin up. You should be happy that the girl you so wish to be, is gonna be happy. It's a tough concept because I know YOU want to be "That guy" who makes her happy. It's heartbreaking to know yeah? Well. cheer up about this fact. It takes about a 2-3 years for a girl to really realize and determine for once and good if thats the person she wants to be with in marriage. All hope is not lost.

 

Dude, because of the drama, I feel 40 sometimes. Me and my two best mates sit in a pub in central London whenever we're all there and free and we just know that in 20-30-40 years time we'll be sitting in that same pub in the same seats drinking the same drinks. There's a picture of us 3 somewhere sitting at the bar and our friend who works at the pub photoshopped beards and older features on to us and we just know that's how it's gonna be in the future. Just looking back on the drama and thinking ''fuck that, it's time for a drink''.

EDIT: I know I know. I'm not too down about it because I think it's great that she's really happy but I've tried to like other girls and its just not happening lol. It's not like I havn't moved on from her because I have but it's like she'll always be the one if you know what I mean. She knows that aswell which is why I almost feel like in the future...maybe if things didn't work out with this guy things could potentially start up with us. But I know that's just my mind wants to believe will happen. I'm okay though.

 

hmm i wonder what the two hundred crunches were for? it doesnt seem to have done anything

 

nothing better than a good drink to pass a few hours eh? .

But hey man, I hear A lot of Drama. I feel like I'm 40 also. It's weird man. You look at yourself and see you. you think about what you know and it's like "something doesnt fit!"

Oh! What's your favorite drink? And you should snoop around other pubs and check them out
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Evan: BECAUSE MANLY MEN KNOW THAT 200 CRUNCHES ARE JUST THE BITE-SIZE SNACKS OF SUCCESS!


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Oh okay. I get it. I got a similar thing. For some reason, this girl that I've known for 5 years and we're practically best friends. I know everything through and through of her, and she knows alot of me. We totally blend just fine. I just wonder sometimes too. I try not too because she's doing her own thing, but...Yeah. It's weird.

 

That's exactly it. It's almost like living from a third person perspective sometimes. It's very weird indeed.

We do go to all kinds of pubs...we go on pub crawls sometimes and hit between 10-20 pubs a night somtimes lol. But this one pub is our hang out joint - we call it central perk lol. If there's something us English are good at, it's finding pubs and having a good drink in them lol. It doesn't help that my two best friends are Irish and Greek and I'm also half scottish - all those countries are reknowned for their drinking.

My favorite drink is probably JD and coke - I was partially addicted to JD back when I was around 16-17 and used to carry minature bottles in my pockets lol. I cut waaay back though. I still love my JD though but Stella Artois beer is good also and I love some American Millers aswell.

 

sometimes, I wish I could see in the third person too. Just hearing about all this.

Ah I see nice. Bwhahahah. I'm too young to know about drinking and pubs eh. But i do know, that having a good drink with your best friends is second to none on the list of "AWesome"

JD and coke? Classic I see it everywhere. I tried it. I can see why. Minuature bottles? XD WHAT? Whoaaaaa.


I haven't tried Miller or Stella Artois.

 

How old are you anyway dude?

Going to pubs with friends really does rule. The two friends I was talking about came to visit me while I'm staying over in California and we went down to LA for a few days and we got into a bar there in Hollywood (one of them is 21 but me and the other are 19) and it was literally one of the best places we've been to. The drinks were cheap, the girls were amazingly hot and it played great music. Plus everyone was friendly...it was a really trendy kind of place. We thought we must have died in a plane crash on the way down and we were then in heaven or something.

 

I'm 18 man. I turned 18 last September (not important)

This story is teasing me like a chocolate addict with a double chocolate cake!

LA ah! Hollywood has some really awesome and best places. Just... you know, be aware of the girls. .

Yeah? Cheap, awesome girls, awesome music? Damn! Trendy place... Well It's LA. You find the cheapest of the cheap and the trendiest of the trendy. Gotta love it eh?

LOLOLOLHAHAH. Was it that damn great? XD FUCK I CAN'T WAIT TO GO!

 

See this is why this country sucks overall - you have to be 21 to drink. I waited 18 fucking years to be able to drink legally only for a year later to come over here and get banned again.

Kinda weird that you can star in a hardcore porn and fight for your country before you can drink over here lol.

You should head on over to Europe dude, 18 is old enough for anything over there. Although I highly recommend going to Dillons pub (thats the name of the place) in LA in Hollywood Highland if you can at some point in the future. If I lived in LA that would be my regular hangout. While Hollywood might be full of fakes, it's a fucking awesome place to hang out.

 

Yeah. It's really odd to have a basically all adult rights at 18, but not at 21. It's simply profound! Star in my hardcore porn, sign a contract and obtain a loan, Drive a vehicle, buy firearms, fight for my country, gamble. BUT NO. DONNT DRINK. ITS HORRIFIIC MAAAN.

Ah Dillons pub. I'll write that into my phone. I can drive. Point being is that I can't drink. .

Hey, how far do you live from LA? Car culture is part of Cali, you should get yourself a pair of wheels man!

 

I fucking want to have a car but I need to get a license first. For my 21st next year I'm actually planning on having a car by then and going on a road trip with friends through cali and ending up in vegas.

 

Sorry to cut sort, but I gotta go to sleep soon.

however. Did you ever drive a car in London?
Getting a license is not that tough. Getting a car to practice, is!

i got my license within..what? A few short months. That's with practice, and studying for the written exam.

road trip eh?! Fuuuccck yeah! NICE. Know of anywhere specific place you're gonnna be driving through?

 

Nope didn't have one in London. It's a much harder test in Britain that over here which is why I wanted to get a license over here...

There's a few stops planned on the trip but I can't be assed to type out the itinerary here because I'm actually gonna go to bed now myself.

Good talking to you though dude, speak to you later.

 

You know what's drama? When your friend has a twin and her twin dates a married guy. Then the guy who is cheating on his wife, cheats on the mistress he's dating. Then after that, her twin betrays her sisters trust and sleeps with this guy who is much much older who is known to do some really fucked up things too and this friend supposedly is just in it for sex then worries about if she's better at it than her twin and if the guy is just playing her and still in love with the other girl. Oh, and that isn't even as complicated as it gets.

 

reading your posts guys(from Luke, Theazninvasion68 and Jesse) makes me think of the hearts day which is tomorrow.

Advance Kung Hei Fat Choi to everyone!

Anyway, i'm drop dead jealous. -.-