Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

My brother's girlfriend's sister is dying in the hospital. I forget what she has but she is not expected to live through today or tomorrow. I never met her but it still breaks my heart because I love my brother's girlfriend to death and I imagine her sister is just as nice and sweet as she is. I've dealt with death from my own family but I'm not sure how to be towards someone else's family. Whenever I see my brother's girlfriend again, I'm not sure what I'm supposed to say and how to act. Dealing with death is so awkward to me. I just hope when the time comes that I know what to say. It's just a horrible situation all around.

And last night my brother got mugged. He and his friend were walking down a street and they got jumped. Anything that was on them got taken. My brother's friend got two black eyes and other visible injuries whereas my brother got hit over the head multiple times and has some deep scratches on his back and arms. Luckily they both made it out alive and the people that did this to them eventually got caught by the police.

Anddd one of my ex boyfriend's is getting married on June 20th and I am feeling some type of way about it. It's bothering me...just because.

 

Because the vast majority of it is ill-researched and incorrect.

That's good.

 

I'm so sick of my parents arguing. I know that it's a part of any relationship, eventually, but seriously. Cut green beans, Kool-Aid, music and pizza are not the topics I'd figure people would argue over.

 

My parents argue over the stupidest things in the world, so I know how you feel. I guess it comes with the territory of living together for so long. Usually the little things seem so big to them. It makes me not want to get married ever, lol.

But anyway, *hugs you*. It'll be ok. Parents are just annoying like that. I'm sure they'll get over it.

 

Thanks.

They finally stopped at about three in the morning, but in the meantime, it was insane. Seriously, my dad was getting all childish and shit, saying he was going to cancel his Myspace, and my mom was freaking out because there were people on his Myspace that have pictures of women wearing bikinis on their pages/profile pictures. And it's his band Myspace, too. It's not like he's contacting all of these chicks, trying to hook up with them. All he's doing is trying to get the word out about his band.

Also, what is it with my family? Everyone's mad at me, because I hate the fact that the lights are on so much, because they make the house hotter. We have no air conditioning, so I have a point. And yet everyone wants the lights on, claiming that since I don't have as many eye problems as they do, and they need the light. As if the light COMING IN THROUGH THE OPEN WINDOW isn't enough. There are no shades on the window. Pure sunlight. WTF.

 

I made it onto a couple australian wide news papers too

 

Hugs to whoever needs one.


Andrea: That's awful. I'm so sorry. I know she isn't really close to you, but it's still close to the family, and that's gotta be so hard to deal with. Everyone's just gotta hang in there.

 

When people always presume, for no apparent reason, that I'm pissed off at them, I get pissed off at them. Just accept that I'm not warm and talkative 100% of the time already.

 

dude wtf..i juts had a semi breakdown right now..i literally freaked out.hit myself in head and said "stop thinkin about her kid"..God im losing it

 

Im confused with the thought that sometimes people you'd expect to be good turns out into something you don't really know. Sometimes you expect too much for them to be good at you but actually they have this kind of bipolar personality. Sometimes they are nice and next time they just turn you down. If your treating someone good treat them good not that your just being plastic. Such a bad attitude.

 

I really want to know what it is with people thinking I'm gay lately.

 

I can't believe my dad actually came home early yesterday and walked in on Emmy and I having a shower. FML.

 

ooops.

 

I don't know why they think that. I don't think you are.

Haha, did you get in any trouble?

 

Fortunately not. My parents are pretty cool. All my dad said was "next time don't run naked through the house or you'll slip over". *facepalm*

 

I know I probably should find that funny, but right now, that's hilarious.

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What the hell. The air conditioning was finally fixed, and so it's cool enough in the house to wear long sleeves. I like wearing hoodies, so I pulled one out, and put it on this morning. My mom and dad got mad at me for some reason, and my dad said that "I know you're into punk, or this STYLE THING or whatever, but when you wear your 'sweatshirt... HOODIE', you make me wonder if you're part of the drug culture, because that's where that started out."

WHAT THE FUCK. Seriously, get your facts straight, dad. It wasn't FIRST a part of the drug culture, it was adapted into, because it was easy to put the hood up and "blend in" so you wouldn't get caught.

Second, don't restate the same thing. It's either a sweatshirt or a hoodie. Or a hooded sweatshirt.

Third, what is it with people lately assuming that I wear stuff just because of a particular scene? I wear what I like, only because I like it. There's no other hidden meanings. I don't wear hoodies so I can rob stores and beat old ladies and sell drugs... I don't wear tighter clothes because I'm some sort of weirdo. I like what I wear, or else I wouldn't wear it. Is that so hard to believe?

 

Dress rehearsal for my ballet recital tonight...I have a solo! I think I'm just beginning to feel a little nervous, haha. Je danserai très bien!

 

Good Luck

 

Thanks! It went well last night, and I got the real show today. I think it'll be good