Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Oh dear! Lucky that you didn't seriously injured. Take a lot of rest. What did the doctor say?

 

Just lots of rest and take short frequent walks to keep my muscles from tightening up. Pain meds of course, can't wait to get those from the pharmacy.

 

Oh my god, the important thing is that you are okay but damn, that is terrible!

 

I tried to post pictures, but they arent showing up I guess.

Thanks for the concern =)

I miss my car.

 

omg why does by friend have to be so stupid
she just doesnt get the fact that her supposed bf is playing her as a fool
i cant believe she wont see it and she gets pissed at me when I try to tell her like it is

 

I don't know anything about your relationship with Lex, but i'm just gonna say one thing. Don't stay with her just because of the music because if you want to break up, that feeling is gonna make you feel worse and worse every time. You are gonna find someone else to play music with (if she doesn't wanna play with you anymore) and there is always the chance that she'll be mature enough to separate the relationship part with the music part and she'll stay playing and singing with you even though you're no longer a couple (don't count too much on that though ) . If you break up just be sure of it, don't rush it. You two have a very bright future doing music and i'll hate seeing that all go away.

 

Prepare for a long post.

Basically, because my most recent ex-girlfriend Darcy, who used to be a friend of Emmy's, is really manipulative and such, I'd promised Emmy I wouldn't speak to her. So I deleted Darcy from Myspace, my phone, MSN, everything.

Darcy's been trying to re-add me on these things a few times. I've accepted once before but then blocked her straight away, just so as it would look to her like I'm being civil. Emmy still didn't particularly like that, though. But anyway, yesterday she re-added me on MSN and I, stupidly, accepted but with good intentions, I only wanted to try and avoid drama, because if I kept just saying no I knew I'd cop it the next time I saw her downtown or something.

So Darcy started talking to me, and I was civil back to her, just the kind of "not much, you?" minimum bullcrap necessary, you know? There wasn't anything there, I only had good intentions as stupid as it may have been.

And so obviously she's then gone and told Emmy some completely different story, saying we had an epic conversation, I was really friendly and all that. Unfortunately she also told Emmy we talked about some particular things we had spoken about not long after we broke up, so it sounds more like her side of the story is true, because it's not just "we talked", it's "we talked about..." .

And as I'd posted earlier Emmy hasn't been feeling the best lately so clearly this was the last thing she needed. Basically it comes down to me just trying to keep the peace with everyone, not thinking about the consequences, and that resulting in even more drama.

I mean we're still together, thankfully. I might be seeing her tonight if she finishes her homework, and she did say that we're catching up Sunday, no questions. But I did get a lot of "I don't know what to say" 's last night and I did lie to her, so I feel fucking horrible. Gah.

Oh and on a side note, we had tentative plans to catch up Saturday, but she's now seeing her ex. Strangely though, it doesn't bother me. They did go out for two years, he's still one of her best friends and he does know about all her...stuff. So eh, if it helps her feel better I don't mind. He knows his boundaries.

/rant.

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Jen, that's horrible! I'm just glad that you're okay though.

As for you Nick, Johnny pretty much hit the nail on the head.

 

Yeah I understand that.. My big thing is I don't want to just end it without TRYING to better the relationship in any ways we can, if we can't then I would certainly be forced to do the smart thing and just move on.

Ahhh, I guess I'll give it some time before I actually start going back to my old school and see how events play out.

 

I see. Does Emmy know that Darcy was lying/exaggerating about your conversation?

 

I did say that but as it's not the first time she's tried something like this, and all the other stuff going on at the moment, it's a little...tense.

Thanks for reading my novel anyway.

 

It's no problem at all. I guess it'll die down as long as you can avoid your ex for now. You both lied but you did it with good intentions so she's (your ex) the worst in this.

 

Yeah. I actually just spoke on the phone to her and she was really nice, friendly, I got an "I love you" and such. So I think things are getting better.

 

Bro I don't think you're really done anything wrong.
Just stick to your guns, tell the truth and it'll work out. Being honest usually gets the best results.

 

<3


I hope things turn around for the better dear

 

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Glad your ok jen.

 

Jen: Ugh, I guess I'll listen to my drivers ed teacher...he always goes on about people turning their wheels toward the left while they're making a left turn and how they get pushed into traffic from someone from behind. Obviously I know this happens, but it kinda seemed like he was just trying to scare us..ugh. I'm happy you and your son are okay. That must have been so scary for you, and also just knowing that your son was in the car..ugh.

Daniel: Honestly, Emmy needs to relax. I can understand that she's had stuff going on and things are upsetting her, but if she's going to be that obsessive and not allow you to be friends with someone on msn or anything (I understand that Darcy is your ex but still) that's a little ridiculous. She needs to take a deep breath, and step back, because she's just wicked smothering you and you're going to begin hating her. You might not think that, but you will. Josh did that to me for a while, with my Aerodrome friends (he didn't trust them because he didn't really know them) and he didn't like me to see them unless he was there, and if I ever went somewhere with them and he didn't know about it...he got pissed. And I got so freaking frustrated with him. You just can't do that to your significant other. You NEED to trust them and give them some room to breathe.

 

Hokay so today was one of the worst days of my life.

Firstly

I was wrong, she actually really likes me and things were about to go really well. But as she had been deciding for a while she decided to fucking catch a plane to zurich (switzerland), using her dad's credit card mind you, to run away from everyone. She's fourteen.

From there, her parents went fucking nuts. They were wondering where she was and were talking to my other friend's parents, and then suddenly they came up with, 'hey i wonder if jordan knows anything'. So my friend comes online, who i assume was with his mum now, and asks me where she is.

I assume he asks this because she's normally on msn. But i have to tell him she's run away. he's one of her best friends. but then it suddenly turns into 'why didn't you stop her?'. And the whole fucking blame is on me for a while. I tell them where she's gone and help them a bit and they end up ringing my parents from there. Then they go fucking nuts at me for not telling anyone she was running away. My mum hit me a few times. It was bullshit.

A while later everyone understands where i'm coming from. That i was just trying to be loyal to my friend. And then i have to talk to the police. Fuck the police. Well i mean they were kind of nice but i obviously didn't have the answers they were looking for. Also fuck the airport and their privacy shit, even the police can't get information out of them.

And everyone assumes i'm the only one who knew she was running away. But another one of her friends knows too, but she told her mum she had no clue. I try to tell her to open up so everything's not dependent on me. But no, the selfish prick doesn't want to get involved.

Anyway, tl;dr. But yeah they have a detective person on the case, they're going to try and find her on the other end. But this is fucked up. I didn't ask for any of this to happen. I shouldn't have followed her blindly though. How could i expect that everything would go right? I should have told someone. FML.

 

Thanks everyone. This was my first (and hopefully last) serious car accident. I am still in a bit of shock, and feel like a semi truck ran me over a few times.

Arlene, honestly, I knew that turning your wheels was a bad idea before you were actually turning, but its just one of those bad habits that you develop when you are in a hurry. Trust me, I won't be doing it ever again.

Trying to post photos again

 

Wow.

I think I might be able to say something of more substance later, hah.

 

Apparently I have no respect for the obvious authority those younger than me have. Especially when they weren't the ones left in charge.

Oh, even better. All I say is that I can't get a word in edgewise, and then everyone starts screaming at me, saying "oh yes, everyone hates you, no one finds any merit in what you're saying."

First part, no. Second part, I'm inclined to agree with. Because I'm the one that everyone blames everything on, no one ever thinks I might have a fucking point.

FUCK MY FAMILY AND FUCK MY LIFE.