Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Thanks Marj

I checked her pulse and tried hearing for some breaths but she was a no-goer. We think that she got some kind of infection and her body wasn't able to fight it off but Pixie could cos she's a bigger rat.

 

Hmmm, today wasn't as fun as I thought it would be. She's also very different to the way I imagined/her photos made out. Oh well.

 

You've got to be fucking kidding me.

I decided I wanted a Polar Pop (which is a 63-cent, 32-oz. drink), so I took my dad's truck to Circle K (where they're sold).

I'm pretty sure I hit something on the way there, because the left front tire felt really soft, but me being the dumbass that I am, didn't bother to check the tire when I went into the store.

So I got my drink (thus wasting the dollar I could've spent on air for the tire) and found out -- the tire's completely flat.

I walk back home to get money to put air in the truck and I got stopped by a sheriff. I told him it was my truck and I was going home to get money for air. He let me go.

So I get my bike and go back to Circle K.

And guess what?

THEY DON'T SELL AIR. WHAT THE FUCK?!

So I decided, either leave the truck there or try to get it to another gas station.

I decided to take it somewhere else -- bad idea. Should've left it there.

The tire ends up almost completely off the rim by the time I get it to the next station, but I figure, why not? Let's try putting air in it, maybe it'll straighten the tire out.

That didn't work at all. It figures the tire was coming off the rim RIGHT WHERE THE AIR NOZZLE WAS.

So I decide, let's jack the truck up to try to straighten out the tire.

NO JACK.

And then a jackass pulls into the parking lot, surveys me, AND DRIVES AWAY. Didn't even stop to see if I needed help.

So I got the truck back home (which was only another 300 yards or so).

Now I've got to stay up another four hours to explain to my dad why his truck's got a flat tire that's halfway falling off the rim.

If I'm dead tomorrow, you guys'll know why.

 

You mean valve stem, right?

 

I got kicked out today of my place and now my mum is all over me like a dead corpse to a vulture.

 

I couldn't think of what it was called for the life of me. At least you knew what I was talking about.

My dad decided to inform me that he noticed the tire was low earlier in the day yesterday but didn't bother to put air in the tire or let anyone else know.

I pretty much got away with it.

 

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck

 

Umm... are you ok?

 

Just in excruciating pain is all.

 

My mom has no idea what she does to me. I don't understand how she can be so oblivious. One of these days I'm going to throw something and scream bloody murder at her. That's probably the only way I'll ever get through to her.

Why can't I hit the lottery and get the fuck out of my house? I'm sick and tired of living in a toxic environment. I want to be living on my own for Christ's sake so I don't have to deal with anyone but me.

 

EXACTLY MY FEELINGS.



Today I confronted my mum about something, then she's like "Why don't you tell me about it, you have an attitude problem?".

 

laptops break all too easily in my hands.

 

You would get along really well with my children then, my first laptop met a really disastrous end at the hands of my two hurricanes.

 

O.O
Damn. I was in wanting a baby mood.

 

Actually, it was sort of a welcome destruction, because it was old, and my husband refused to buy me a new one. I ended up with a new one after that. hehehe

I love my kids, even if they are the most destructive forces on earth from time to time.

 

That's sweet. I guess every mom feels that way

 

it's been quite a while now, i haven't thought about him much .. well, pretended not to, more like it .. but i really don't want to, i don't wanna stop thinkin about him, i don't wanna give up on him, that'd be like the hardest thing for me to do .. i mean how can i when i know he's the one for me? i don't know how or why but i just feel it, just know it ..

though i should probably stop thinkin about it for the moment, because if i did i swear am gunna burst into tears .. fuck

 

Okay this is sooo not good.

 

I feel relieved. I got that damned history assignment done finally, I got my license, I saw Josh this week, it's Thursday, this weekend is going to be beautiful, and I only have a 3 day week of school next week, followed by a 5 day weekend, in which I'll be seeing Josh for several days, and going to Headless Horseman with a bunch of friends.

And I'll be driving myself to work on Sunday!

 

The moral of all this is that you shouldn't invest too much time in being nice to people who do nothing to return it.