Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Unexpected duties really do suck.

On Friday I was hoping for a holiday from school.


My parents booted me out of the house 10 minutes before the school assembly.

>.<

 

Yeah I agree.

And yes I know what you meant.

I just over worry sometimes and become way too insecure..

 

What a shit week this has been.

 

You can say that again

 

That's pretty nasty of them. Do you get that often?

 

Unfortunately, yes.

This particular groups is very "our way is the only way" and because of that they look down on our little group as scum.

It's upsetting, and it's sad.

Worst of all, as far as what I was taught, Christianity is about loving thy neighbor as thyself. I see none of that in them.

 

Indeed that is true. You're not doing anything wrong as rather as they're doing something wrong because they throw the rules out.

 

You don't even have to go that far with diagnosing what it is. Some people are just assholes basically, regardless of what they say they are.

 

So, yesterday after I went to work and the airshow director said we could all go home, me and everyone I work with went to the diner, and then went apple picking, and it was a lot of fun! The rain...didn't happen, but the airshow director was so sure of the rain that they canceled everything in the morning, so we didn't make any money yesterday, when I know we definitely could have.

After all that, me and 3 of my co-workers decided to stay at my managers house last night to get drunk and hang out. That was the first REAL time that I was drunk. And I HATED it. It was absolutely awful. I threw up probably about 5 times and I hated not being in control of my body. I wasn't completely gone, because I remember everything and I know what was happening mentally, but I couldn't walk straight or anything and it was just awful. Everyone always says that getting drunk is so great, but really, it is NOT. Ugh. At least I don't have a hangover because I drank a lot of water, but still. Bluh. And ha, first time taking a shot. I had 4 or 5 shots all together, and that's what got me. So yeah, probably not going to take up the next offer to get drunk.

 

It would probably get better, if you decided to persue it further. But if you didn't I'd understand completely.

 

What all did you have to drink and what did you take shots of? If you drank beer or any malt beers, like Smirnoff or Mike's, and then took shots of liquor (vodka, whiskey, etc.) then theres a good chance that you're gonna get sick. You also should eat plenty before and while you're drinking. etting drunk gets better when you're older anyway as your body is able to handle is easier. I got drunk when I was 17 and hated it, but now I'm hammered at least once a month.

Sorry your first time was a bad one, dear. If makes you feel any better, I'm having a shitty week.

 

Sucks to hear your first time was a downer Arlene-dear. If you do decide to continue, it does get better and you'll find you'll be able to hold your drinks better. If not, I can understand that.

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So apparently this girl likes me? And I've only met her in person once. And I was the last person to find this out? Um, okay.

 

Hope you feel better now.

Wish I knew it earlier. The first time I got drunk, I had Smirnoff Ice and then 4-5 vodka shots.

 

Thanks for the hugs guys <3

After a long time of talking we decided to cremate him. If we would bury him in the park we'd have to do it quick because it's illegal plus you never know if dogs or anything pee on him. With cremation he'll always be with us and we'll feel like he won't be alone. We ordered a nice urn for him, it'll happen tomorrow.

I hate how some people don't even understand and ask us when we'll buy a new piggie. I don't even want to think about that. He was like our baby, our family. You don't replace him like that.

 

I've just realized that uni starts tomorrow. I'm gonna have 9-10 classes everyday.

 

Ouch.

I hate it when he snores and goes to bed early. So I picked up a blanket and slept on the couch and of course, watched some movies until I was too tired to watch another one. I had one bad sleep and now I have to go and meet a friend at 3 at Gloria Jeans for a coffee. I hope he's not under the impression that I like him.

 

Most people get sick the first couple times they drink, either because they mix drinks (such as sugary beverages like Smirnoff or Mike's with hard liquor) or because they don't pace themselves well enough and end up drinking too much too fast. I'm not sure what exactly happened to you, since you didn't really say, but it does suck that your first time wasn't all that great. Most people like to drink because it loosens them up (like me), whereas other people drink just because they can (which is fucking stupid, if you ask me). If you decide to drink again at some point, try not to mix anything together. If you have beer, stick with beer; if you have liquor, stick with it; and if you have sugary drinks, stick with those (even though the sugar mixed with the alcohol could still get you really sick). And if you do that, make sure you just pace yourself. It really can be quite a bit of fun if you go about it the right way.

for not having a good night. You'll have better. <3

 

Carpe Noctem||Carpe Diem// Subnames are love. says:
brb
Mimi loves Ra. says:
you've been gone forever . - .
Carpe Noctem||Carpe Diem// Subnames are love. says:
Misha...
Carpe Noctem||Carpe Diem// Subnames are love. says:
I'm sorry..
Mimi loves Ra. says:
o-o
Mimi loves Ra. says:
^^;
Carpe Noctem||Carpe Diem// Subnames are love. says:
-hugs- hehe, I didn't mean to leave you alone for so long, my bad.


No idea, why i feel so bad leaving her alone. She has a boy. I guess I feel bad for being afk for so long; hah, means I feel really bad for leaving my friends wondering.