Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I have court tomorrow morning. Not looking forward to it.

 

Eagle Eye looks sweet. Lets go see it

 

I just realised two of my piercings closed up my labret and my second tummy one. Damn, gonna have to get them repierced.

 

Lol. I guess we have bad timing.

 

I'm feeling stressed out. I'm taking a LOT of hard classes, and I'm doing all my regular ballet classes which are every night but wednesday, and I'm working on the weekends, both days all day, and I don't have spare time to see Josh, let alone do my homework. I won't have a day off until October 26th. I just feel so bogged down and I can't see my honey and it's making it so much harder. Bluh, I miss him.

 

It's amazing how something simple as little to no contact can get me down. I guess I really do miss them. DAMN. I'm such an emotional lump of nonsense.

 

wow. she's seriously getting on my nerves.
she'll do anything just to get her way.
who the hell does she think she is?

 

I feel so free,

at least so much more, with just one thing holding me back.

 

we need to talk.

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At one point I thought I was more in love with the idea of being in love than anything else. But now I think I've realised I really, really like her. Gah.

 

Dad" I dont think it's worth the trip and back to visit your old friend. I know you haven't seen her in many years but you can still email and webcam and stuff."
Me: " But dad, your friend is visiting and that's the reason i cant go, because your Old friend is vistiing and you have been calling and emailing and webcam and stuff"
Dad: "Yeah, that's why i dont want to take you, you can email and webcam and stuff, and still see her"
me: "....."


Don't expect any help from me, tommorow.

 

What's on your mind, love?

I'm always free for anyone who needs someone to talk to. <3

 

The legal system's a joke. We waited an hour to go in and we were in the courtroom for five whole minutes and then we got dismissed like that.

I have a sore tummy

 

This can't be happening.

 

What can't be happening, dear?

 

I really need to go back to school.

Last night, my friend texted me and told me that he hated school. I asked him why, and he told me that he's sick of all the homework he's gotten already.

I got jealous when he told me that.

Of all the things that could've made me jealous, him doing homework made me jealous.

For as much as I hated school, I sure do miss it.

 

I think i'm sick again...

 

Don't worry, as much as you miss him, he misses you.

And you cant be unlucky forever, you know?