Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Exactly.

I still live at home, and have no plans on leaving, but no way do I have an easy ride. Rent, food, 2 car payments, phone, and a few credit cards is what I have to pay, which comes close to $100. My mom has been helping me with my credit card here and there since I racked it up a little bit, but I'm still trying to get back up on my feet after being out of work and then losing my job in April. But I help her out too, so it all evens out.

On a side note, sometimes I wish I was still wrestling. In helped me in a lot of areas, but physically hurt in as well, which was the bad part.

 

Because he is just such a big suckup to all these teachers. He wants to be the head boy.



>.<


Also I have no time nowadays to come on LPA :|

 

I feel like throwing something.

 

Everything sucks.

 

i might be going crazy here, but i swear i saw dean posting in here and now it's gone. O_O

 

He did. He deleted it. His reply to the "everything sucks" post made earlier was simply "it does".

He deletes a lot of his posts - you're not going crazy

 

lmfao!

damn, johnny! you really scared me there, i was worried about you for a sec. until i finished readin the whole post

 

Bandwagon- thanks, it's really nice to know that i'm not going insane.

Not knowing is worse than a rejection, i felt so amazingly last semester when she said to him that me having a crush on her was cute, i thought this time i was going to find her and everything was going to be good.

i still can't believe i haven't seen her, not even once. i had my hopes so high for this semester and now i feel like crap (again) idk if i should forget about her or what, it's hard being there everyday and not seeing her, i think by this time she forgot all about me.

shit shit, I HATE THIS.

 

what the fuck.

I know she's 2 1/2 years older than me, but why should it stop us?

We have 5 hour conversations, and are dead close, and as soon as we go on a night out to town, she barely speaks to me, and I'm left feeling like shit again.

Why can't she just tell me she doesn't care? It's better than me chasing fucking shadows

 

I don't see any problem with age difference in this case. My ex bf/best friend is 5 years older than me.

 

An age gap is only significant in the earlier years - if that makes sense.

This is to say for example, that if one person was 13 and the other 18, then there is a huge gap in terms of physical and mental development. That's when it gets fuzzy.

Not entirely sure how old you are, Ace - but 2 1/2 years can still be a big deal if you're on the lower part of the age scale. That might be what's causing her to blank you. If I'm completely missing the point, then just ignore this bit and move on:

You may well be close to a person on the internet, through MSN and the like, but a face to face conversation is a whole different ball game. Try standing back at a distance for one of these nights out, see if she notices. If not, well, you can pretty much gather all your own clues there.

You might be reading too much into these 5 hour conversations. Sorry to say.

 

I worry myself with the way I care so much when she does something small like move me up on her myspace friends.

I know, it's incredibly petty and obsessive, but I can't help but be happy about it...


Shut up/

 

I miss him.

 

I don't see a problem with it either, but it's probably just an excuse to say "no thanks"

*shrug*

 

I need some help here.

I'm stuck in the middle of two people who keep bickering about one and other. The story goes that my friend Marcus lied to my friend Lucy that him and his girlfriend had broken up back in late 2007...she says that her and Marcus they got together for about 3 weeks and during that period of time he took her virginity.

She like fell in love with him after a while but Marcus started avoiding her and went back to his girlfriend. Since then he's avoided all contact with her and has been saying that she's stalking him etc. and that the whole thing about taking her virginity is a lie. He admits that him and Lucy were together but swears that they never had sex.

The thing is that Lucy seems so sincere when she talks about it. She's cried over it and was pretty torn up when Marcus started avoiding her. The thing is though that I don't know who to believe. Marcus, on one hand, is a womenizer. He's been with more girls than I can count and has been a bit of a cunt to alot of them. On the other hand he was with a girl called Claire when all this happened and said that the only reason he got with Lucy is because he was so head over heels in love with Claire and was devestated when he found out she cheated on him and looked to Lucy for comfort. They never actually broke up though and sorted things out - he was determined not to let his relationship with Claire end like that - he thought Claire was 'the one'. When they finally split he slipped into depression and back into his old ways of screwing anything that had two legs and a vagina. He's with another girl now who he really likes but has done a really immature thing by telling her and others a bunch of lies about Lucy.

The troubling thing is that Lucy has a reputation of not being able to handle break-ups well at all. She's also been known to lie and manipulate alot - not in an overly bad sense but in the sense that she does whatever she can to make sure things work out for her which is where I'm torn between the two of them. I don't know who to believe and they're driving me crazy with their constant talking about each other. The fact is that I made the mistake of letting them confide things about one and other in me because now I'm officially a middleman and anything I say to defend either of them will be seen as betrayal by the other one.

I want to just tell them both to leave me out of this but they'll just see it as me taking a side. It's ridiculous.

 

I miss him...

 

i think there's somethin wrong with my stupid arm, like it's somehow broken or whatever .. it's been hurtin me from shoulder to finger all day n it really sucks, i don't know what's with it and am so not in the mood for a fuckin broken arm ..

 

i'm pretty sure who you're talking about, don't worry. He'll be online soon.

 

This is fucking bullshit.

 

I need some balls to actually type and email this fucking thing to her.

GRR.