Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Thanks Jordan and Arlene. Things seem to be okay now. After I said "Sorry if you think I'm overreacting, but I think I have every right to be pissed off" she texted back saying "Don't be sorry, I am the one who owes you one. I just am being a stubborn bitch .... as per usual . come tomorrow and we will see what we can do".

Which was followed by "I can't come to Ryan's on Sat because my parents are being gay and I don't want to ruin your night. But can I see you all Sunday after work? And we go out for dinner on me as a sorry?"


I hope she's being honest and it sticks this time.

Thanks guys. <3

 

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A good discussion and then everything will be fine!

 

I can't believe she uses her first phone-call to us in three years to complain about her problems. Oh yeah, I feel so fucking sorry that she's having trouble
trying to pay the monthly upkeep for her massive pool and jacuzzi. It must be a curse to have all of that money. Fuck I hate her.

 

I JUST CAN'T STAND MY BESTFRIEND ANY MORE.

 

why?

 

Glad to hear that, Daniel. I hope it works out for you.

Mike: Ugh, people are so damned stupid. I say, be who you are, and be who you want to be. Everyone always has something to bitch about, no matter how you act. Be yourself, love. <3

 

*sighs*

 

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I need my pc back... I'm bored...

 

Oh come on, two days after I thought we had it sorted you're at it again. For the umpteen millionth time, you didn't call when you said you would. It's really quite irritating. Plus you can't say you were studying, since you even said you were talking on the phone to someone else. I'm trying to like you of late, but it's really bloody hard.

 

I think at this point, sweetie, you have to wait for her to come to you. Don't let it bother you, and don't wait around for her to call you. If she decides to, then good for her, be nice, but don't be best friend nice, ya know?

 

I'm going to be spending the next week living with my friend in his dorm room at college. I want to get out of the house for a while since it's been such a long time since I've been away for more than a couple hours at a time. I'm pretty sure all we're going to do is drink beer, play video games and practice guitar. That's fine with me though.

I think I'm also going to use the time to gauge how well we'd be able to handle living together if we were to ever get an apartment together. I've asked him about it before but he's always had other plans (like living on campus). We'll just have to see how this goes.

 

FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

 

Yeah I get you. After the last incident she even said "you're too nice to be my best friend". Lol no kidding. So yeah, I think I'm just going to sit back and see what she does.

Thanks dear.

 

I'm starting to have a panic attack!!
I still love him to death but after today, I think he feels the same way towards me. We went to the gardens today we saw kangaroos and chooks and all sorts of animals. We were just so happy together...but we're only friends still. Daniel knows how mentally unstable I've been lately, well, of course! I was the one that attacked him with a screwdriver and did more shit, that I thought he would never forgive me for, but he has done so. Are we meant to be together despite our verbal and physical fights??????
We laid down on the bed together and I was giving him a mesage and we started to talk to each other about what we do and don't like in one another.
Me - He didn't like the unstableness, he didn't like the pyscho Sarah, he liked placid Sarah, he didn't like the stubborn Sarah, and he didn't like the lazy Sarah
Him - I don't like his indecisiveness, he says one thing, says he'll do it but he never does it and goes off to do something else. I don't like the fact that he thinks he's a pussy when he shows emotions - his upbringing, his father is emotionless, I've met him myself. It's something I just don't comprehend.
I'm just freaking out !! If we get back together, it'll be for the third time and then I'll have to explain why I am in utter love with this guy (again) to everybody who asks why I have suddenly changed my relationship status on facebook and whatnots!! He knows that I love him still through my mental unstability!! URGH. THE MEDS AREN'T WORKING RIGHT NOW !!! I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY !!! AND THE WORSE PART OF THIS - HE CAN'T GET THE AVO LIFTED UNTIL TUESDAY WHEN WE HAVE TO GO TO COURT !! URGH @ LEGAL SYSTEM !!!

 

The meds dont work all the time, they hardly do imo.
It sounds so nice that you talked to him as he talked to you too .
Don't sweat what your friends say when they ask.

 

So I totally hate how some people around me still live off their parents buck. It's one thing to still live with them, I mean I still do, but dammit, pay your fucking dues and quit living for free.

Spoiled fuckers are always going to need someone through life. They have no idea what it's like to actually have to pay bills, and as harsh as it sounds, they won't have a clue on what to do when their parents are dead.

 

If we get back together, it'll be the third time. He's a really good friend and we're still kinda ... sleeping together and all...but we'll kill each other all over again if we get back together.

One thing he said to me, he held hands with me today walking down the street and he said "Don't tell anybody about us" I was like "ah, okay". I'm so confused about him.

 

My best friend has this life style, but I'm not really talking about him. His parets are split, has school and work. He doesn't ever ask for anything, buys what he can on his own, but his parents still get him things for Christmas and his birthday and such. I let him know about it once in a while, letting him know how good he really has it. He offers to help and they don't let him because they want him focused on his work 100%.

Then I know this one girl. I'm not really that great friends with her, but she's good friends with another friend of mine. She has no clue about life. She lives off of her daddy's dollar, still gets an allowance at 21, and relies on my friend for everything. For instance, a few weeks ago her car broke down. A few days after that her dad just up-right buys her a newer car (albiet it's 10 years old, but it's hardly used). She doesn't have to pay any bills, nothing. Just goes to school, works part time, and is totally ga-ga for my friend when he doesn't even like her that way. She doesn't even offer any help. I dunno, it's ridiculous how easy some people have it.

It just irks me a little bit. It's like, come on. You work, over 18, at least help out your parents some if you're still going to live with them. Grow up, because one day their not gonna be there to bail you out with their money.

 

Spoilt Brat Syndrome honey.

I'm out on my own and I moved out for university about 5 and a half hours away from Bathurst, my home town, here I am, in Wagga Wagga, on my own and I have to rely on myself for money. I hardly ask my parents for money nowadays except when I got smacked with a $300 bill for my laptop and I hadn't been paid that week. Before now, I heavily relied on my parents for financial support. And now I appreciate the cost of everything. Put that girl out on her own and she won't be able to make it. She needs to learn life is harsh not easy going.