Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

no more trying. if i see her i will talk to her, but i'm not going to look around for her and be a dumbass since i never get to see her.

edit: whatever, i'm just gonna forget this girl ever existed. i can't take it anymore.

 

yeah! that's how bad i wanna make ya feel better, man ..

 

Let's go get some hookers!

 

It's been awhile...
Our one year was supposed to be august 10th...an hour before out one year I found out he cheated on me. we were at a friends birthday party and she was there I told her a good one and she was so lucky she's 15. I punched him in the twice and told him it was over and left. He's trying so hard to get me back and its not working. All my friends are off to college now. So now I dont have much to do. I also quit my job because some people like to cause drama. Life's great. I saw linkin park on august 16th pretty much the BEST night of my life.

 

Earlier today, when I was up at my old campus, I saw a girl who looked remarkably like my last girlfriend. As soon as I saw her, my heart sank, because I feel really awkward when I see my ex-girlfriends out in public. I don't know why, but I do. But I glanced at her a couple more times and realized it wasn't her.

But seeing this girl made me realize how much I actually miss her. I'm over everything that happened, but you can't help but sit there and miss someone you spent a year and a half of your life with.

 

Be strong!

 

Dude, It just doesn't happen that you fuck up, You have to make sure that you don't get fucked over again. MAke sure of yourself and between another girl What Aisha said, Be strong.















...Or guy.

 

I'm so sick and I have a stack of assignments to do

 

A hug from you!? I'm honored

Thanks.

 

Last night/today was amazing. *beams*

Just being with Josh is amazing. He's just so genuine and sweet, and I melt when I'm around him. Days like today just make me feel so special and make me realize that all the bullshit that I've waded through was just so worth it, because he's everything and more than I could have ever asked for.

I am so deeply in love with him, and I love it.

 

That's always good to hear, dear. <3

 

I feel lonely, Not being with her anymore.


Bleh.

 

Everything will be ok. You'll find someone else.

 

Is really hard to be positive when nothing, not even a damn thing ever goes your way.

*kicks pc*
*kicks bed*

*sleeps*

 

Things will come when you stop searching, I'm sure.

 

So we couldn't keep the dog that we found recently because we found the owner. It made us all sad, so we got a new dog. A 16 month old golden retriever. So I have two of them now.

She's really sweet, hyper and really jittery. We decided to call her Maxine as well, but Maxie for short. She's been having a problem with my other dog Squire though. She'll sit with him for a little while, and be calm. Then suddenly she'll just attack him. It's scary, and I don't want him to get hurt. We think she's just nervous, and I hope that's just the case.

She likes to jump on the couch and jump on the beds. She doesn't come when you call her name, and won't listen to a thing. I just hope she'll get better with time because she is really cute and I would like her to stay. We had to put her in a cage for a while.

 

thanks.

 

I feel a bit unprepared. God knows for what though.

 

Anya: Just read up on training younger dogs into a house with existing dogs. We're looking into getting a beagle puppy but we're afraid that it might be a problem with our older dog, so we just did some research. Just as long as you have some basics to follow, it should be okay. And golden retrievers are generally pretty hyper. Sweet as anything though. <3