Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Yeah, I feel like shit right now. I don't want to, but I do, haha.

 

any reason at all?

 

My dad's boss didn't show up today. I see it's going to be a game of cat and mouse. What a jerk-off.

 

Not much big, really.

I didn't have the best of times up until a month or two ago ago and, well, I felt pretty desperate. Everything just built up. Then I gradually started to feel better, and I had a good month or so, but now I'm getting sentimental over things I probably shouldn't be and I feel like I'm on the way back down. I don't really want to go into detail here, lest people either get too worried or think I'm just looking for sympathy. At the same time, I just need somewhere to vent.

I'm going for a walk with my brother.

 

Thanks. I guess I'll try sleeping on it.

 

2 days left!

 

I know I shouldn't let stupid things like that get to me, but I can't help it. Maybe it's not this as such, but more what it's made me think about: that, as callous as it sounds, I really do just need to get laid

 

I think if I got laid right now I'd still find something to complain about.

 

I'm so stressed about the trip...

 

what's wrong? remember, you're going with your friennds, You are going to have a great time.

 

It's the first time i go to a trip without my parents and i worry that maybe something will go wrong..

 

things won't go wrong, is not like you are going to be completely alone.

 

I know... but i always worry about everything...

 

If there's anything I love about my girlfriend.

Is that we talk about things that bother us indefinately.

And what happened when I was a child on medication and how it bothered me is no exception.

^^; and I feel so safe trusting her to know me, and how things make sense to her and I. Or how ill make nonsense into sense.

 

Aw! That's so sweet!

 

i wish i had a gf. *sighs*

 

You should talk to Penny Ladies in your town more often.

Go out and you know, find someone to talk to or a lone girl. Or talk to a single Girl at your friends party, get her number =D

 

thanks for the advice, and that part made me ROFL.