Random Thoughts 18

You could be waking up feeling bad, opening the door and seeing a shadow. And for some odd reason, seeing shadows that are just a bunch of lines seperated at 1inch difference becomes terrifying.


HM?! THATS A WAY TO WAKE UP AT 4AM.

Epic Q_Q when i ran back to my bed, scared of a shadow.

 

I think I did that once, when I was 5.

 

I hate it when I forget words. They're always on the tip of my tongue and then somehow they... disappear. It's very annoying when you're writing something and you just... blank. Or when you're doing a search and you're sitting there thinking, "What the hell was I going to search for?"

AGH!

 

Okay, so they have been there for almost 2 hours now and they haven't called yet.. I wish I knew if that was a good or a bad thing.

 

They're a bunch of fuckheads at PlayAsia.com.

I've been trying to command something now for over 5 months and it NEVER comes. Fucking bitches better give me my money back instead of another code that I can use on a game that will NEVER come.

 

I had a dream about Tim

 

my sleep schedule is messed up, woo!

 

I pretty much destroyed mine a couple of weeks ago, haha.

 

for some reason my mom let me sleep from 1 am - 4 pm yesterday? and then i couldn't sleep until about 4 am... and then i woke up today at 8 am. now i just feel crappy.

 

I'm guessing you're pretty tired, heh.

 

im just being a grumpy old man

 

I had dinner

 

Do tell me.

 

So my Dad went into the ER this morning for extreme amounts of pain that he had all throughout the night and assumed the had a kidney stone or something, but Mom just called and said they did a scan of some sort and they couldn't find anything. And they have given him 2 doses of pain meds but it doesn't feel any less then before.
I was hoping for it to just be a stone or something (Mom had them a few months ago.. apparently we live in the "kidney stone belt" of our area because of our water), but now I have this awful worried pit in my gut with them not knowing already.

 

I'm sorry to hear that...I hope he'll be alright.

 

shine on you crazy diamond

 

It was nothing like that. What happened was he unblocked me on msn and started swearing at me and stuff. Then we started talking about David Hasselhoff, or at least I did. I said something like "David Hasselhoff is not punx because he has money".

 

Thanks, Marjolein. I hope so too. It's especially strange because I don't even remember the last time he went to the doctor, let alone a hospital ER because of pain.

I just need to find something to keep my mind busy until anyone calls with an update..

 

I didn't see this post before... he's in my thoughts.

 

looking back...its still a bit fuzzy