Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

i want to see her NOW!!!!

still can't believe she doesn't have myspace or facebook or noting

arghhhh

 

I need to do something with my life.

 

Josh surprised me at work yesterday. I had no idea he was coming to get me, because he doesn't have a phone right now, and then at the end of the day, a day in which I had a horrible migraine and had also sliced my finger open in the morning with a serrated bread knife, I looked over to my right and suddenly, there he was! I got so freaking excited! He was in the area while doing a Poker Run thing as a benefit for his brother, and he was like, "I'm gunna go see Arlene." We just went to hang with his parents and I met other parts of his family and it was a lot of fun. I'm so happy.


...And then we snuck onto the Aerodrome property to fulfill one of his fantasies.

All in all, great end to a sucky day.

 

Nice, haha. I'm glad you're happy again.

 

Pretty damn wierd night last night.

 

Good for you man, I know that feeling as well, not specifics but the general part.

 

I made the first move last night.

 

Congrats!!!

 

Thanks.

 

How'd it go?


@Arlene-

 

I don't know yet. It was basically just a message on MySpace. I haven't heard back from her. I'd have called her or whatever by now but I don't know her number. She actually lives really close to me too.

 

That's it - I'm done. No more of this negative bullshit. Life's too short for me to keep letting people (myself included) bring me down all the time. I'm sick of being angry and depressed. I finally have some direction in my life, and I'm going to make damn certain that I put as much effort as I can into making my future more fulfilling. Fuck all of that pessimism shit; I wanna be all about the good juju.

*goes and eats some ice-cream*

 

Yaaay!!

 

Patience

 

I know, I know. I'm just kind of nervous about what might happen because this is the first girl I've tried to talk to in almost six months.

She did send me a message back earlier today and seemed genuinely interested in being my friend, so I'm kind of excited about it.

Edit:
Tim, I hear you. I've got to stop being so negative myself. It's nice to know you're actually putting your foot down, though. I hope I get to that point soon.

 

Great


@Tim- You go icecream eater!

 

I am so pissed off at my dad's boss. He tells my dad he has to come in on his day off this Friday for a meeting. Ummm....we're going away to Atlantic City starting Friday and won't be back until mid-afternoon Sunday. My dad told his boss this and asked if the meeting could be early morning so it won't interfere when we're leaving and his boss said some bullshit comment about how when boss's say to do something, it gets manipulated to work in favor for the employee rather than the boss. What the fuck?!?

To make matters worse, when I was searching for jobs for myself a few days ago, I saw a job posting for the company my dad works for in our location. Position for Staff Pharmacist (my dad's job title) and effective date of start is immediately. It was posted on 7/25, last Friday. My dad didn't know about this at all. I finally told him about a half hour ago and he is in utter shock. Now he's thinking, as am I and my mom, that he is getting fired. My dad has done NOTHING to get fired over. It's almost like my dad is in the same situation as I was in at my previous job, except I quit and didn't get fired. Now, were just ASSUMING he's getting fired based on the job posting and the meeting between him and his boss that's going to happen on Friday. It just all seems to go hand-in-hand though. It's not right and it's not fair. If my dad is being fired, I just hope he has the balls to ask why and ask for some good hard facts.

We're supposed to go away for the weekend and if he gets fired, it will totally ruin the trip. The fun will be sucked out of it completely and I'm not even going to want to have fun. One thing is for sure though, since this meeting is on Friday and I happen to be seeing The Killers with my family on the first night in Atlantic City, if this meeting messes up my chances on getting up front or missing any part of the show, I will personally kill my dad's boss....or at least let my voice be heard in some way shape or form. Fuckass.

Ugh, I feel sick about this whole situation. I just hope that it's nothing. I really really hope. In the meantime, I guess I'll be looking for Pharmacy jobs for my dad.

 

Shit. That really does mess up with one's head. Ask your dad to approach the boss?

 

Well my dad said he was going to call his boss tomorrow but then I persuaded him not to. Because....what if my dad starts something over nothing? I mean, it could be nothing or it could be something. We don't know yet. That's why my dad was asked to come in for a meeting with his boss on Friday. I said to my dad to wait until Friday to discuss whatever needs to be discussed. I don't know if that's the right thing to do or not.