Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Thanks guys for the advice, I think it's all stemmed from the fact I've been fucked around a bit by girls recently, so it makes sense that I'll remember back then.

 

Over the past couple weeks, I've realized I'm going to have to change my outlook on life if I'm ever going to be in another relationship any time soon. I almost never approach girls anymore because I'm always so sure I'll be shot down or I won't be able to commit to them.

I'm not afraid of commitment. My first relationship was six months and my second was almost a year and a half. I'm afraid of not being committed enough.

For example, there are hardly any girls around here anymore I'd want to be with, aside from the three I've crushed on since I was a sophomore in high school. Yet I'm afraid to look "out there," because I've got no real methods of transportation and no job I could support a relationship with.

It kind of sucks. I'm used to it, but I need something different. I want someone to hold my hand when I go to the mall. I want someone to talk to me on a drive instead of me just screaming the lyrics to Chiodos songs at the top of my lungs. Ooh! I want someone to play with my hair. I love that.

Oh well. That's the least of my worries. I do miss having someone, though.

 

Dude, I know how you feel. I feel a little trapped, too afraid to go for it, but trust me, you'll meet someone and you won't have to miss being with someone.

Good luck mate, I'm planning on doing the same.

 

I'm turning into such a selfish prick, and an asshole.

 

Will, if I were you I would try not be to afraid to step out there. I understand that you don't have the transportation and whatnot (I'm the same way, I can't get my license yet) and it's really freaking frustrating, but if the person is aware of that, she could pick up the slack, I'm sure. Any girl would be so lucky to have someone like you. You're very handsome, funny, smart, and I can tell that you have a good heart. I think that you need to work on your own self-esteem first though. Sounds lame, but if you have more confidence in yourself I'm sure things will feel a bit easier.

For example, me and Josh became a couple after I felt the confidence in myself and I took the first step and kissed him. I had a crush on Josh for 2 years before I did anything about it. And I finally felt the confidence in myself, and I put myself out on a limb, but it's brought me a year and counting, of happiness.

Just try to chin up, dear. Just know that you ARE a great guy, and you are more than worth any girls time and that you could make someone happy. <3

Tim: Honey, I'm sure you aren't. What's eating at you?

 

Firstly Will, you are an amazing guy, okay? Have more confidence, don't rush into anything but go with the flow. Why don't you try asking one of the three girls out? I'm sure they'd want to date you

 

Lake Winnepesaukie makes me excited. I get to be away from Massachusetts for a week, and I get to just relax and commune with nature right in the backyard. Surrounded by fresh air, clear water, and mountains.

Thank God.

 

Thanks, everyone. I appreciate the kind words.

@Ataka
The problem with asking any one of them out is that they've either got boyfriends or they're just not interested. The one who isn't interested, I've been trying to arrange a meeting with her to just get together and have a cup of coffee or something and catch up, since I haven't seen her in person in over a year and a half. It's just sort of frustrating, I guess.

 

Why do you think that?

 

Fuck this shit.

 

No, sweetheart.

 

Thanks honey. And for MSN.

 

Don't make me come over there to kick your ass.

That'd be an expensive ass-kicking, man. You don't want that on your conscience, do you?

But seriously, whatever's bugging you will pass. Especially if it's gas.











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that actually made me chuckle. Thanks man.

 

That's what I was going for! Any time.

 

what happened?

 

I hope she at least told you what she was upset about.