Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

My cat was just put down.

I feel like I lost my best friend.

 

Losing a pet always sucks. Sorry.

 

That's why we had to put my cat down.

He hadn't eaten his food for about a week. He was eating crumbs and stuff off the floor when my mom cooked, but we didn't really think anything of it until we noticed we hadn't had to feed him for a couple days. We thought we'd gotten the wrong kind of cat food, so we got him a different kind (the same kind we'd gotten for him before) but he still wasn't eating. My mom put water in his dish to soften the food up and he went at it.

A couple days ago, my mom (or sister, whichever) noticed one of his canines looked black, so she lifted up his lip to look. His canine was rotting out of his mouth and was almost completely black, and the gum around it was bright red. We decided to take him to the vet earlier today and they told my mom he had cancer.

So then she called home and told me that she thought it was best to put him down (bawling her eyes out) so I'm pretty sure that's what's going to happen.

It's fucking awful.

 

I'm sorry.

 

The local town newspaper sucks, I agree with you, It's rather disappointing and very depressing/Heart-wrenching.

I wish they would put those stories on the back, and put more important news in the front, Like World politics and Global crysis, then your state/town, and then anything else.

It was on some news channel, that someone killed a 9 year old girl. Why... Just why?

 

To be honest, I reckon it's just the tip of the iceburg. It's best not to think about it though.

 

A lot of newspapers make a killing (for lack of a better way to put it) from sensationalisation and exploitation.

 

Your welcome babe Anya

 

Yeah, I know...But you know, one part in me wants to know what's happening out there, but then you read things like that and I just want to throw my computer out of the window and lock myself up.

 

YES! YES! YES! OH MY FUCKING GOD YES! That son of a bitch is finally going to jail! I love it! I hope that sick motherfucker gets fucked up in there!

 

This is so petty, it's pissing me off. My sister was bitching that she could hear "music" last night, and she pinned it on me, and said my music was so loud it was giving her a headache. Funny thing is, I wasn't listening to ANYTHING, and because my perfect little sister decided to pin it on me, I can't listen to music on the computer anymore. This was also through headphones, so I'm really wondering how it gave her a headache.

Poor sensitive her, though. Yet, when I can hear her music in the FUCKING BATHROOM, which is close to 20 feet from her computer, it's okay. And that's through headphones too. Yet she's never bitched at for it. I smell a fucking double standard, and it's pissing me off so badly that I'm being told now that I can't listen to music because of her. I'm literally shaking. This, on top of everything else.

And now my mom's feeding me a line of bullshit saying that "you're always yelled at for this, and you're going deaf", and yet my music is often the quietest in the house.

 

This is stupid but...I need to get laid, lol........

 

we all do

 

Yeah.

Sometimes I could care less about it and other times it just drives me up a wall. I guess I'll just keep waiting even though it sucks....lol.

 

SUP ANDREA














So one of the girls I talked to about hanging out seems reaaaaally interested in hanging out. I'm super excited about it.

 

tomorrow is jay's sister brittany's birthday. she'd be 19. oh wtf =[

 

Tomorrow morning Leonie will be operated on both legs again. I'm a bit nervous but I'm sure everything'll be okay.

 

I don't smoke.
I want a fucking cigarette.
This stress is too much.