Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

*high-fives gangtsah style* We're teh awesomest.

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Maaan, I'm sick of my school, my town, most of my friends and just...wow. I just wanna break free.

Oh, but no, I have to wait five years (including Uni) until I can just take all my money and run away to the US. XD

 

Come to the UK. It's much better and less corrupt.

 

True, but there are good things about this country.

Wal-Mart...
me...

 

Hahahahaha

 

I think i'm not depressed anymore, about time!!!!!

 

No you don't. I understand that you feel like "uhhhh it's been so LONG!"...but, you don't want that. You don't want to just put yourself out there like that.

I'm not trying to preach. But that will not and will never make you happy.

Derek: I'm glad that you're thinking of things so positively. It must make things easier to handle. I respect that about you.

Tim: You okay dear? You can always PM me.

 

I'm going to go tear the Windows Live Messenger developers a new asshole.

 

I tought i was a good friend...i never did anything wrong.I was patient, understanding..caring. I never once had a conflict with him.I made him a birthday present, i sent it...i tought it was what FRIENDS do...and now he has become so distant.He won't even talk to me.He avoids me...he won't even say "hi"
I'm starting to think that the problem is in me...that maybe i have become annoying, i donno but it's tearing me from the inside cause i'm scared of loosing him as a friend.
i donno what to do..
will it be a good idea to talk to him about it

 

I get what you mean and stuff, but I just think relationships are overrated. I mean, I've had one bad one, and it's scared me off getting close to anyone who might be interested. *shrugs*

@miny_girl: Hey, hey, you haven't done anything wrong, 'kay? He's treating you like shit, and you don't deserve that. From what I've seen, you're a great person, so don't let him bring you down.

I think you should talk to him, though. No one deserves to be treated like he's treated you without any form of explanation.

 

Aww Don't let one sucky relationship ruin chances for another good one. You're a nice, pretty girl, and seem to be pretty intelligent P),any guy would be interested, you just gotta give it a try to find the right guy.

 

You're right, I know, but like, at first, I thought my ex was this confident cool guy. Then it turns out he's a psychotic, depressive and clingy motherfucker. So I'm like, hey, what if the next guy's the same, but my first impression'll be wrong again? But I won't know until I try...so yeah, I dunnoo. XD

Thank yoooou. <3

 

There's nothing wrong with being psychotic, depressive, clingy and a motherfucker...I mean...admit it. We all love smeagol...and his affection for frodo and his ring

No but seriously. I can see you hating the psychotic and depressed part (I mean...I suffer from depression myself and can't imagine what it would be like to annoy somone with it, because that's the last thing anybody would want to do with their depression) but the clingy? Like...how clingy was he? I mean...if he was THAT clingy...holy shit

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So yah...we're going on stage in a few weeks...and I'm afraid my voice is giving in a lot lately... That makes me a saaad panda bear. No seriously. I try shouting and can't...it just makes this weird screeching sound...not even a good screeching sound. My vocal chords aren't damaged yet...I had that checked...so I'd like to know why I can't do my shouts or even improve them anymore...it's totally fucking me over.

 

Only 2 months.... It's been like forever.. for me.

 

Thanks god someone else agrees with me.

I've even been given a note of comment because I told her to shut up, and I been told I have to write a letter of apology. I'd rather be kicked out of 6th form than write a letter to that absolute idiot, besides, I'm a man, she wouldn't want anything from me! :0

 

I do believe I was stood up. :/

 

shit happens

 

Yeah, feminists are obnoxious.

 

That film I submitted was so fucking stupid. I'm failing for sure.

 

Well, clingy as in text messaging me all the time, getting jealous of my best friends if I hugged them and/or hung out with them, etc... it got a bit creepy and psychotic, and I was like "fucking hell, gtfo".

And, ackk, good luck with your voice. Make sure to warm up a lot before going up on stage! Hope it all gets better until then.

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Wow, I never knew I could be this sick of my family and my home. Hours of fight between my mom, my brother, and of course, me. I'm this close to breaking down and doing something stupid.
Fights like these occur far too often, and I'm so tired of this motherfucking shit.

Shit, man, I'm disappointing everyone around me just because of what I wanna do with my life. They're so convinced I'm gonna fail miserably.

I'll fucking show them.