Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Seconded. Sorry to hear that, man.

 

I'd hit it anyday so dont worry just playing.

 

I agree with Chris, except I'm not kidding.


No wait, I am. haha, but you're fine anyway.

 

I've been trying to get back into the habit of working out.

When I ended my senior year of high school I was 110lbs. I was taking Tae Kwon Do every day. I quit to focus on college.

When I started my spring semester of freshman year of college, I was 150lbs.

One year later I'm about 145lbs. I need to slim down.

 

Thanks for the support, guys.

Was a weird day, when we got up she was fine. Me and my mom went to the grocery store and when we came back she started acting very odd. She wasn't breathing right, wasn't walking right (when she tried), and overall just looked lost. Me and my dad laid down with her. She got really cold and her tongue and gums turned white, so I knew the blood flow was starting to wear thin and I knew she was going. She was fighting it so hard, trying to stay with us but I told her to go. I repeatedly told her it was alright. I was watching her face and her belly while I was petting her. Eventually the movement of her diaphragm in her belly dimmed and shortly after she quit breathing and passed on right in front of me.

What makes it not-as-hard is we saw it coming for a while. She quit coming up the steps to go to bed at night and that’s when I knew her time was coming. During the last month I would go downstairs in the middle of the night and check on her, and even then I told her if she wanted to go that it would alright with me. People get attached to their pets, and I'm one of them. I loved her like she was my sister. She was awesome, best pup in the world. I still remember the day we got her and I'll remember the day we lost her. I miss her dearly already, but I'm just glad she doesn't have to suffer anymore.

 

Sorry to hear about her, as well.

 

Awww Sweet heart.

I had my dog for 10 years, he passed away this december.

 

Great, now I jsut found out the company I work for is going to put me on perminant layoff when I get off of disability in 2 weeks becase the economy is low, and their not gonna call em back so now I'm jobless.

What a weekend.

 

Ditto.

Ah well...it'll pass.

 

Hahaha.

Oh, Mike hunnie. I'm so sorry to hear that. I was reading that and I felt like crying. I'm such an animal person. I'm so so sorry, I know how hard it is to lose a pet.

About your job..*headdesk.* They freaking suck...blaah, hun, I'm so sorry to hear about all of this. I'm here for ya hun. I should be online between like 4 and 630 ish tonight. Message me. <3

 

I am sick of my mom thinking she knows everything about finding a job when she clearly doesn't. She needs to stop fucking preaching to me and leave me alone! You don't know as much as you think you know.

I will snap if she doesn't quit this bullshit. I have had enough.

 

Why thank you for that.

It's just I am put under so much pressure as it is to find another job so I don't really need her to be another weight on my shoulders. Sometimes I wish TV remotes could work on people. I would mute her if I had the chance, lol.

 

Sometimes I hate my family, I've kept a note that I've gotten from a girl in my fourth grade class in a note book of mine
along with a lot of poems I've written throughout the years,and a necklace an ex gave to me. I've found out today that someone threw it away about a week ago. I don't know if it's stupid to miss those things but I do. They were sentimental and I kind of feel like a part of myself is missing. It's true that you can't throw cherished memories but I miss the things that I had to remind me of them. But now they're gone, and I feel like screaming but that won't do any good.
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Oh, and I'm tired of jerks. The other day me and a friend got off the bus at a park and walked the rest of the way to wal-mart but on the way there was this guy riding a bike and a girl walking behind us, and as he passes us all of a sudden he turns his head around and says "Yeah, if you didn't have a sweet lady behind you, I'd go over there and pop you both in the mouth" and I just looked at him thinking "What the fuck?" I dunno, I'm tired of people that want to start shit for no reason.

 

We're all sick of thugs...

 

My mate's mum just died of breast cancer.

RIP Amanda Paterson.

 

Sorry man.

 

Thanks.

 

OMG