Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Can't they just admit i'm a fuck up? I'm sorry i'm not perfect, guys.

 

Um... you're a fuck up?

You shouldn't have to apologize for being human.

 

well i dont know her personally
i have zero confidence in myself
i tend to think a hot girl like that wouldn't go out with me just because she must have a billion guys surrounding her.

yeah not a good combination of things

if i could at least know her schedule or be in the same class as her, that would help me tremendously.

 

I was talking about my parents.

 

Find a way. Just find a way. Accidentally bump into her and while picking up books, just let some of your charm shine in.

Find a way to stand out. I have faith in you, you're a Lord for Pete's sake!

Well fuck parents. Seriously. Parents are important in many ways, but some days it's just like, DAMN.

 

Well still. It'd be nice if I get complimented more in some of the things I do or at least my looks. It's no wonder I have no self esteem in my system to do anything anymore.

 

I've kind of stopped looking to my parents after I heard this doozy:

"Your sister was born lucky. You were lucky to be born."

Wonder how long it took them to think of that one?

And then, many years later, I heard that quote on an episode of Avatar.

 

Thinking is overrated

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I made him cry? The fuck? And yet I don't even feel sorry. He's such an asshole.

 

I decided to take a step back from the forums. This has absolutely nothing to do with the LPA, it's just some personal stuff that I have to figure out. I'm afraid that if I stay, one day I'll spill all my dirt on here and I'll hurt people. Eventually I'll be back though, this is just something that I have to do. Bye guys. <3

 

Yeah just when everyone is getting back, you leave. Way to gooo.

Nah Marj Take your time with everything you'll have to do, if there's something you can always catch me on MSN

 

Thanks guys.

 

I hate that you have to go, but I know you have a lot on your mind, so this may be for the best. You take care, hun.

 

Take care, hun.

 

Bye Marj. Hope to see you here again soon.

 

See you soon, Marj! I'm going to miss seeing your pretty face! Good luck with everything, things can only get easier from now, right?

@ Daniel: Hahaha, Natalie's boyfriend? (I can't remember his name)

 

Gonna miss seeing you around Marj.
Good luck working stuff out