Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Thank a lot, you guys.

 

I'm sorry to hear that, man.

 

Thanks, Tim.

Means a lot to me that you guys replied to this.

 

Whoa, sorry to hear about that st0f.

 

Thanks, Friskey.

He really meant a lot to me and all of the other people at my school. I'm afraid life at school won't be back to normal for a really long time.

 

That's awful news. I'm so sorry to hear that.

 

Daniel: Aww, love. *sigh* She's just...I really agree that you can't be there as her fallback guy anymore. Because, seriously, you've been there for her when she needed you, and yet she's not done jack shit for you. Plus, she didn't dump that fucking ass hole, apparently she doesn't have any brains to go with her insensitivity. It's okay to depend on someone to be there for you 100%...to a point. And seriously, she's maxed that limit. It's not fair of her to treat you the way she's been treating you. And I can't stand to see her constantly hurting you, over and over and over again. Enough is e-freaking-nough. Anyway, I'm done ranting here, I hope to talk to you on MSN or AIM soon. <333


St0f: Oh man, I'm so so sorry to hear that. That's just so sad. But, death is a part of life, as sad as it may be. I'm here if you need someone to talk to. <3



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I saw Josh today! My mom didn't want me to go to NYC with my best friend 'cause I'm sick, but she allowed me to spend the day with Josh instead! I feel kinda bad that I didn't see my best friend on her 16th birthday, but hey, at least I saw Josh. I thought I wouldn't see him at all this weekend, so it was a great surprise! I still can't even begin to comprehend or put into words about how happy I am, or how I am just so damn lucky as to have found him so early on in my life. I truly feel like me and him could last through anything, and I really can see a long future for us. And I really look forward to facing the world with him. *sighs contentedly*

 

Fuck, stuff like this just pisses me off.
What is it with chicks and falling for guys who are total lowlifes, and then expecting the rest of us to pick them up the these pricks knock them down.

Dude don't be her shoulder to cry on. Then she'll realise how much she needs you.

 

Yeah, I think I've finally come to MY senses and realised I can't do this bullshit anymore. Thanks to everyone who's offered support/advice.

Thanks Arlene, as well.

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I'm sorry to hear that, St0f.

 

Quoted for extreme truth and justice.

 

Sympathetic nice guys are a dime a dozen...people she is really attracted to are rarer.

 

They aren't so much a dime a dozen as it's a little harder to find one. But girls like that are a blue moon indeed.

 

Really, when you read that people like Kurt Cobain, went and killed themselves partially because they were living in constant pain, I wonder what this constant migraine is gonna drive me to do one day...

Yea, I've already contemplated it, but I don't think I'd go through with it...

 

Having how serious your depression is, I find that it's not really all that good for depression. It just makes me more worried, and edgy.

 

I don't know...it seems like every pretty girl has a male friend who let's him be her emotional tampon so to speak, but never has a chance of actually dating her. I've definitely been there myself.

 

I live there.
My friends call me Dr Phil.

 

Pff, first morning that I'm alone again and I miss my mom's singing while vacuuming lol.

Ohwell, Maxime and I registered for an appartment in my birthplace. I know it seems like it's only going back and forth, but the economy is so good in Holland at the moment that there are too many jobs, so we're sure we can both work. Now I only need to make a few copies today of a couple of forms and send it and we're ready to react on appartments.

 

Ooh I thought you'd be coming to Lille

No that's great news, I hope you two will find what you want there

 

Lille was the plan, but seeing that Holland has far more work to offer than France and Maxime always wanted to live in Holland, we better go and live there. Besides, Holland is treating foreign people way better than France ever will.

Sorry, but thanks.