Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Let me just say, that is not what girls are doing when they go to the ladies room together. This is what bridesmaids always do to brides because of the gigantic dress and to keep the dress clean.

 

Well if you had man parts, that wouldnt happen now, would it? lol.

 

What...?

 

I'd love to do that!

And I think what silve2 meant, was 'man pants'? xD

 

Sure...

 

Okay I admit. When girls pee, other girls go with them to help them pee. After that they all go into 1 room and get naked, have pillow fights and sex each other up.


JD, I dunno what he means!!

 

Last night I saw Josh. After close to two months of not seeing him.


It was absolutley amazing. Since I hadn't seen him for so long I was afraid that maybe I wouldn't get that same excited, bubbly feeling when I saw him, but wow. I did more than usual. I got soo excited. It was amazing. Plus he made a great impression on my friends, and my family.

But then when he had to leave I got all sad and teary-eyed because I always do that, but he is just so amazing. I don't know if he even has an idea how much he means to me. He says he does but it's something that I've definitley never experienced before.

I love him.

 

That's cute

 

How far away does he live?

And that's great to hear.

 

Only an hour, but the reason we haven't been able to see each other is because of 1) he works really strange hours so it's hard to get together, 2) I'm really busy with ballet, and 3) my family doesn't know about him because that probably would be a very bad thing.

Thank you.

 

Aww, I see. Well, you know, if you ever have a hard time you can always talk to me. I was in the same situation with him living in France and me in Holland, but luckily that's all over now.

 

Aw man, that must have been terrible.
My goal in time that I'm waiting for is when I turn 16 so I can drive and go to see him when I want. 7 months and 1 day to go. It's a long time to wait but I know that it will be worth it. Haha, last night I actually said to him, "It's a long time, but I think it will be worth it." And he responded with "I KNOW it will be." Yays.

But thanks for the offer as well.

 

Aww, sweet. I'm sure those 7 months and 1 day will fly by!

 

I hope so.

 

Oh, Ori. I don't even know what to say. *'s tight* I'm so sorry.

 

oh, christ

 

@Ori: I'm with everybody else


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Apparently the hospital they're sending him to is a bad one. I hope they don't fucking butcher him down there.

 

You shouldn't have to go through that shit =[ All the best to you. I understand you about your da's family to an extent, though.

 

I'm sorry to hear that Orietta, I hope he'll get better.


I know this is nothing bad, but I'm just so sad these days. I cry over the most smallest things and I feel alone, and food is calling out to me it seems. See, again. I have no idea why, but now that I'm typing this I get this thing in my throat that makes me want to cry. Winter fucking sucks. It makes people sad and cold.