Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Thanks everyone

The doctors sent her home and if she is pain tomorrow they want her back in. They do not know what is wrong with her.. but why don't they ultrasound the abdominal region, or that just too plain simple to do -.-

 

People think I'm older than I actually am. It's kinda funny...and sad at the same time.

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I still can't believe my section head gets pissed at me for not doing any work during yearbook. I admit, yeah, I wasn't doing any work, but it isn't completely my fault.

While we're doing our work on the computer, we sometimes have group discussions going on at the same time. My section head deliberately excluded me during the discussions, leaving me clueless about our theme for the pages. All I heard was something about using splatter brushes and downloading it when we get home. They were looking at the brushes, so I decided to do the same. I looked at a few, and saw that they all looked quite similar. I stopped looking at the brushes because what's the point of spending 2 hours looking at brushes that looked the same? So...I wondered off and chilled with my friend (who's also in yearbook).

Oh yeah, she's also pissed at me because she thought I was "skipping". Uh. No. I had another club meeting before yearbook. I tried to leave, but couldn't. We have an event was coming up and needed to do some planning. About 4 other members were yearbook were in that meeting with me. In fact, one of the editors-in-chief was in that meeting with me too! We even WALKED upstairs together to the yearbook meeting. So if I was skipping, would I be that dumb to walk upstairs with the editors? Also, why would I skip an hour of yearbook and then come and stay until 6? *rolls eyes*

She seriously should have confronted me instead of telling my group members that she was mad at me. I didn't even know until one of my group members told me while we were leaving.

I sent her an apologize note on Facebook, and I hope she accepts it. If she doesn't, well..then that's just her problem.

 

i want to let out......i dont know what the fuck im doing

 

"don't talk to girls. i hope you aren't talking to girls."

W.T.F.

 

16 year old and in love for the first time... Cute, isn't it?

So I told her how I feel about her. She said she already knew and that some (nerdy) guy kissed her the day before. She told me she likes the both of us and went to her nationalistic ex-boyfriend for advise. She still can't decide which one to take.

She's either thinking about it right now or is afraid to tell me she doesn't want me.

What should I be more worried about? That she likes another guy or that she goes to her ex for advice?

 

To my dear Mama,
I am in no way insane, nor am I a failure because I happen to be different. Though you still insist on implying that every time we argue, I must say, it's not doing good to my self-esteem.
I beg you to fucking let me be.

Thanks. =)

 

I'm sorry but if she needs to think about who to take then it probably won't be a very good relationship if she does 'pick' you. You can't be in a relationship if your feelings are not 100% love. I know that sounds corny but I hope you know what I mean.

And do you happen to be dutch?

 

QFT.

 

Yeah. You're right.

If she does 'pick' me, we could still turn out to become fuckbuddies or something.

And yes. I'm Dutch.

 

Damn him and his perfect girlfriend... Seriously, he's always had the same taste in girls as me and he always beats me to the punch. It's been that way since we were both 2 years old.

 

Ah, you're only in for the sex I see.

And yes, I thought so by looking at your name. xD

 

Nah, just kidding.
I haven't been in any kind of a romantic relationship before. I just want to experience what it's like.

 

She's been asking me almost every other time I see her if I'm mad at her. The last time someone asked me if I was mad at them was when J liked me but had a boyfriend. And it's weird because she has a boyfriend too. Maybe she likes me. Ugh. And this is happening after things get straightened out.

 

Two of my close friends totally stabbed me in the back, and it really hurts. And one of my friends I just don't feel close to at all anymore.

 

I GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENCE!

Sorry, just had to let that out


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Anya, that's terrible. I've sorta known that feeling lately....have a hug


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J.D. - You know I'm always here if you want to talk love. <3

 

Thank you. <3

And congrats on finally getting your License.

 

It's been 3 years, we've become close again, and you pull the same shit on her that you did with me.

Now I'm doubting the one relationship that's been good for me, because you're a fucking cancer.

How can you fuck people over like this and sleep every night.

I'm fucking sobbing and it's not even involving me.

 

Dude awesome!
I've still got 2 months to go before I can get my L's... *rages*

 

I remember having my L's, back in the day...

...having your P's and being able to drive unsupervised is awesome