Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

wow, thats really insane. thats horrible. i'm very sorry to hear about your friend. those injuries are really bad, but at least he's still alive. thats the main thing.

and Arhaz, i'm so sorry to hear that.

yeah i'm sorry to hear about that two Arhaz


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sigh. once again i thought it was all fixed. then today happens. great. yay for having to go back to the doctors again and still not knowing what the fuck is wrong. i'm getting used to it now, as much as i hate it. i just wish it would all stop. i'm so lucky to have Tom, he's amazing and doesn't freak out over it. he's so suportive and the best boyfriend i could ever hope for. i really hope its not serious and can be fixed

 

Thanks Amy. He's not my friend really, just a guy I know, but well, I hope he'll recover fast.

And I don't know what's wrong with oyu Amy, but I really hope it'll stop and that it can be fixed.

 

Holy shit, I'm so sorry, Arhaz...fuck... I dunno what to say, but...I'm here if you wanna talk, you know that.

 

Oh, fuck. Arhaz, that's horrible

Marjoleintje.. that's horrifying. to you, and everyone involved.

Rachel - HOLY FLYING FUCK CONGRATULATIONS!

Amy -

 

thanks all of you for your sympathy. waiting to pass this time quick.
my back is killing me. been working the whole fucking day. and been mentally tortured from so many sides. ugh..

 

I'm so sorry to hear that, Arhaz. That's absolutley terrible.

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I miss you so much, Josh. You have no idea how much this is killing me.

 

will tomorrow be the day?

nervous,scared,afraid,excited

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

aw good luck!

 

thanks.


didn;t see her again, fuck this shit i'm pissed.

 

I know how you feel, about not seeing them.

 

its sad to see how some people will react so poorly over different points of view ah well, if he chooses to be so immature he can go ahead. Just go to show how short a road he has come along ov the last 4yrs..

 

*sigh*
Migraines are still killing me, I've got exams next week. I can't study like this.
7 years of constant pain, and my parents can't understand why I'm beginning to feel like I'll have to live like this for the rest of my life. Its making me really depressed, and driving me to think about doing things which scare me...

Plus your normal, 'I've been in love with the same girl for two years and at the moment she won't acknowlede that I exist' thing as well.
*sigh*

 

Sweetheart


This must be very hard on you, I know it sounds really hollow and like something that you must be hearing all the time. I really am sad for your loss, love.

RIP.

 

What's wrong with me?

Can anyone tell me because i have no clue? i'm currently tired of everything

I hate my college where i live, all my teachers are complete morons (except one) all the people there are so nuts, i don't want to be friends with any of those people (i have a few friends there though).

I so want a relationship right now but i don't like any of the girls that take classes with me, and the one i find most attractive i almost never see her, its rare when i see her *sighs*

I don't have any motivation to study or do anything, i just do it because i have to. i feel like a zombie day after day waking up and going to college when i don't even want to.

I wish it was different, i have 3 tests next week and i don't feel like i want to study anymore. everyday seems so long and nothing seems to happen, i cant meet a girl that i feel that is "normal" almost everyone @ my college is nuts.

I feel like i want to go to sleep and when i wake up,. everything will be good but things are never good nowadays, people keep telling things like "you'll meet someone soon" and things like that but everyone seems to improve and at least have something good in their lifes but i can't never meet anyone and life seems to suck so bad.

 

Okay, so tonight's the last time I get to see her for a month. Damn.

 

thanks huns..
i'm kinda almost over the tragedy. i doubt the people who knew her even for sometime, will ever forget the beautiful person she was.
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i skipped college today. too many assignments to submit. i couldn't complete them coz my back just can't take all the drafting. i'm planning to finish all my assignments today, even those due next week, so i can be a little relaxed later.
i hope i can do it.

 

Bah, fuckity fuck, i just found out a girl i really really liked, got her phone number and msn and hung out with her a lot, now has a twat of a boyfriend :'( why?!?!

 

didn't you ask her out before?^^

 

No, because i'm stupid

 

...dang. are you sure of what you know?