Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Yeah, lets keep this thread for what it was intended for. Thank you.

 

I still have feelings for my ex but he never shuts up about his new girl, my friends are assholes, my mother is a bitch. Sometimes I feel like I'm totally alone. And you know what? I don't care.
I just don't care anymore.
I'm sick of crying and worrying over this stupid shit.

It could still be a lot worse.

 

I wish I could get through to my parents... seriously, they can be fucking idiots.

 

My whole family can be fucking idiots to be honest.

 

I'm more than sure we took the first step to being friends again today. It's going to be really hard but I think it's going to be worth it in the long run.

The only reason we even talked again is because I overheard some things the boy she likes had said. I felt it was only right for me to tell her what I'd heard. I feel like I did the right thing, even if things had already not worked out between them. I felt so horrible about that, but I had to tell her what I'd heard regardless.

I'm hoping this leads to us patching things up and leaving the past in the past. Yes, I'd still like to try to date her again at some point in the future, but that's the future — the distant future. I'd like to just be friends with her for now, so everything can sort of go back to normal.

I miss her...

 

And all the progress we made in the last 6 months seems to have gone out the window.
She won't even look me in the eyes again. I think she knows how I feel about her, that's the only explanation I can think of...

 

Yaaay. I see that the drama queen is gone.

 

I just noticed that, too. Whatever, really. XD.

RACHEL IS AWESOME. I dunno. I've been reading through this thread, and Rachel's posts just made me go "aww".

Now as for me: had a fight with the bitch today. Oh, not the bitch. Just a bitch. Whatever. What's wrong with her? Why does she think she reserves the right to get pissed at me because of stuff she said I did/said, but I didn't! Argh. Whatever. I just don't care about that anymore. She's not my best friend. I don't love her. She can jump the fuck off her high horse and crash to the ground.

 

Wow, more than a bit of deja vu here. Who wants cookies?

 

She asked to be banned so I hope no one thinks she was banned because of what went down, because she wasn't.




Anyway, I've been debating whether or not I should quit my job. I love my office job and the people that I work with, but my boss and my boss's boss make me feel like shit constantly and I can't deal with it anymore.

 

Yeah I actually already figured that since she didn't leave a reply.


I think that if you really feel like quiting, you should. But not before you found another job, cause you wanna keep the money coming ofcourse.

 

aww babykins <3

I'm glad you think I'm awesome. I'm just a giddy little idiot when I've got a cold

Thanks for making me feel better, I felt like shit earlier today =DDD

THATS IT. It's going in my sig =DDDDD

 

Damn I wouldn't mind a girlfriend right now.

 

Wait, what happened to that sweetheart of yours?

 

! I'm in your sig! I feel so spe-shul.

Andrea, love, do what you think is best. It sucks that your boss and her boss are such asses :-(.

 

Hate to rain on this, but I have 2 in her sig

 

That makes two of us, dearest fellow forum member.

 

That makes three of us, dearest fellow forum member.

 

Is it weird for me to like this one girl purely because she looks like Ally Sheedy in The Breakfast Club?