Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

My uncle's partner had a stroke yesterday and her left side is paralysed... whether it's permanent, I don't know. I've never been that close to her, but... yeah.

 

Oh, Kevin. *'s tight* You have such a pure heart <3

 

Awww.

 

*hugs Kevinlove and Deandear uber, uber, uber tight*

 

I don't know I know I should go to the docter, but you know I've been preparing myself metally incase it is indeed something serious. I mean, I am finally almost contempt with dying. I don't know if its something fatal or not but I'm more afraid of there beign nothing after death than I am of being somewhere else.. It's like when you tell yourself don't worry, you'll be fine and after a while you begin to beleive it.

 

*returns ubertightMalilovehug™* <3

 

I have just started dating someone online. OMG what am I doing, haven't had a proper gf in lets see, 12 months. 1 year from today, i mean I had flings n stuff, hey I'm not really a fan of online dating but, I don't know I have high hopes for this, yes she knows everything about bumbs in what not.

 

How far away is she? 'Cause I've had my experiences, and it's never been good for me..

 

I can quote her for truth on that one.

 

She lives in another country so I say pretty damn far. But I've known her for more than 3 years and we talked about it before, just now.. I can't explain sorry.

 

I know what you mean, I really do. I had a thing for someone across the world..and I remember thinking it would work, and I mean, I'm not trying to bring you down, and I know how it feels, like you really do love them, but you'll probably end up getting hurt.

 

I know what may happen I've been hurt before and if I am hurt it will only make me stronger. I mean, my first gf, said she wanted to marry me then goes to cheat on me with a guy she met on myspace, then proceeds to break up with me saying "You're everything that I ever wanted, but I don't love you"

 

I hate to say this, but she's right. You think something may work out and it has before if you look at people like Derek and Andrea and Nate and Amanda. But usually if it's across the country, 9 times out of 10, it has a chance of completely going the wrong way. Sorry to bring you down, but we don't want to see anybody getting hurt around here.

 

Don't worry nothing can bring me down right now.

 

Then I wish you the best of luck.

 

Thank you very much

 

You might as well make a nine year old responsible for me, that's how bad my mom is sometimes. I can't wait until I have some money because I'm leaving as soon as I do, now I'm old enough.

 

I hope everything'll work out for you!


Gan, I hope everything'll work out for you aswell. If you both put alot of effort it's possible. I met my boyfriend on the internet, I was living in Holland, he in France. Now we are living together in an appartment, but are wanting to buy a house in a couple of years, getting married a few years after that and eventually, if we can be so lucky, a little kiddie. So, like I'm saying, it IS possible, but you have to really want it!

 

^ Thank you!

I know that if we really want it then we could make it happen, we've talked about this for a long time and I assure you if we thought that it would be a bad idea we would not have done it. I know whts its like to lose a best friend and a girl friend at the same time. That is what happened with my ex.

 

Well, then I wish you all the luck in the world.