Got Something You Want To Let Out?

Will do.

 

same

 

I feel I'm ugly.

 

Psh, where'd you get that? You know that's not true

 

What he said.

 

Yeah.

Aisha, dear, you know that's not true. You're absolutely the opposite of ugly.

 

After just speaking on the phone to him, it just hit me that I really miss my friend David. He was like a second brother to me and probably the best friend I've ever had and now he's a soldier.

Ah well just means when he's back on April 13th we'll all have to go to the pub and get pissed.

 

You guys are really sweet.
I just I don't know really.


Yesterday my brother dropped a bombshell on us.
For his next semester at Durham university he needs about nine thousand pounds.

Where will we get the money?

I've been living in this house for about nine years, and to think of selling it or putting it up for rent. To imagine having others to live here.
Or to live literally in another province. What about my schooling?
And my parents were screaming at eachother.
My sister blames my brother.
I really don't think it's anyones fault.
Because of this my sister's hope of studying abroad are not going to happen.

 

I am fuming at the other members of my course. I slogged over an assignment for two weeks to try and get it done on time, 80% of the class hadn't even started it. The week after it was due our lecturer went over the ENTIRE assignment brief explaining each step. I felt this was unfair because the 80% who hadn't started it still hadn't made an effort to do it let alone hand something in. So the lecturer explained everything then came upto me and said that I did it wrong and had to redo it ALL by tuesday. Of course I talked back and said that if she had explained the assignment or written the questions clearer to begin with I wouldn;t be in this predicament.

Needless to say, the 80% of the class STILL hasn't even started it.. This is major p!ss take....

 

Okay what the hell? I was all ready to find information and all on a project in geography, but they said they'll find it and send it to me so I can work it over. I got the information yesterday but didn't have the time to work it over. I open the file today, and see GARBAGE. That's not what we needed to find! There's nothing worthwhile in there! And I was told that 'it's all in there! you just have to cut it down from 20 pages to 6-7!'. Bullshit. It's due tomorrow. Fuck.

 

I just got back from the hospital because I had horrible horrible pains like.. where my esophagus I guess you could say is. I dunno what to call it or how to explain where it was but it was above my stomach.

I was given medicine and couldn't breathe very well for a short time, they said it was anxiety from the medicine probably but I feel better now. I may have an ulcer though, but it freaked me out for a bit. It sucked.

I'm feeling better now though, I'm just really tired.. Man, everything bad happens to me wth haha. I must be cursed.

 

Like WTF? See, this girl at my workplace who I used to be interested in, and I THOUGHT I was mates with, someone told her that I had been spreading rumours about her liking me or something, which was totally untrue. But maybe this was a good thing after all, as it showed me what kind of person she really is. Even after I had explained I never said anything like that, she just started abusing me, telling me that she'd never actually added my number to her phone, that she'd only ever done anything out of pity, telling me to go fuck myself, and that she knew what kind of "type" I was. Which apparently is (and I quote) "the sweet little innocent boy who actually turns out to be some stalker-ish guy". Okay, the last thing I have ever been described as is "innocent" and I definitely am not a stalker, but yeah, it turns out everything she'd ever told me was a lie. So I went off at her (on MSN), just absolutely ballistic.

And I "get" to work with her on Saturday. Oh joy

 

THE MOST HATED PERSON IN CLASS TEN-K GOES TO:

*Drum roll*


Aisha!

 

ZOMG...Sucks to be you Dan.......I hate those types of people....never listen to what you say...It's SO ANNOYING!

 

s to Aisha<3 and Anya<3.

 

The stupidest class in the world award goes to...



*drumroll*


TEN K!




No offence, but if they hate sweet, pretty and intelligent people, they're kinda outta their minds.

 

Haha that made me laugh a little. I am so stupid because I never knew how many people/ how much people hated me.
When they pretended to be nice.

 

Some people really do not deserve to be on my course.. Yes I am still on about the 80% of people who STILL have not done the assignment... But the extension got extended to next thursday.. to my utmost annoyance. AND the same people who skived off last week did it AGAIN! grrr they really do p!ss me off sometimes... When we go paintballing I am so gunna shoot them all in the balls...

*grumbles*

I also have like 8 assignments due for the end of this month.. o the joy *rolls eyes*

And all the threads I post in tend to go quiet *paranoia*

 

Then they are two-faced and suck.