Got Something You Want To Let Out?

My apartment.

 

why don't you sell your pc and pay?

 

It's not a PC, it's a laptop.

And it isn't mine.

 

I hope you'll be okay, Kayce.

 

My first week of living together with my boyfriend and its going great!

 

I really don't know what the school has gotten me into.

I REALLY don't want to the meddle distribution person on sports day!

<.< I can't get out off it either.

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Marj- That made me smile. That's great I hope it all goes well.
Where does he live?

Kacy- Sweetheart this sucks. Do you have a plan?

 

It seems I've done something to offend everyone.

 

I'm depressed for some reason....

I don't know why...

sigh.

 

s for Malidear and Hollydear.

 

aw, ty, love.

 

No, I don't. All I have is money, but not enough to pay for anything.

I've applied for jobs everywhere (I mean everywhere. WAL-MART hasn't called me back in a week), tried to pawn stuff, anything.

I haven't eaten in 2 days. I've had water. Just so I wouldn't be spending money.

And now my apartment repair bill is due tomorrow. Great, just great.

 

Have you thought of a loan from a bank?

Or student benefits (if you are a student)?

 

Can't get a loan if I don't have a job.

Student benefits... I haven't heard much about.

I've tried the Financial Aid route but haven't got anywhere.

 

At the border of Paris

What do you need to do on that sports day then?


Kayce: Nothing I can think about to help you, but do you think starving yourself out is helping alot? Now, I dont know how it is to be in your position but remember; Health is more important than anything else.

 

Things have kinda worked out. I got a credit card in the mail and thought, desperate times, desperate measures.

 

Something positive for this thread:

I love helping people. I love doing good and knowing I can make a difference in someone's life for the better. It's such a great feeling.

*hugs for Kayce*

 

Wow i would give anything for the chance to perform in the London Chinese festival again. Tuesday was awesome, i was up on stage with a few others performing Tai Chi in a festival, watched by quite a lot of people aswell


i also have my kit, posted images in the post your picture section.

Pooky - Wow that's brilliant news, hope it all works out for you my dear

 

Well...sure...yeah lol. But my post above was about helping someone out at work.

 

I do NOT understand my best friend, Krystal..
I mean she's an awesome person, but when she gets all emo, everything goes wrong with her in our friendship, and I don't know if it's my fault, or if there's something wrong that I'm doing as a friend, I don't even know how to act or feel everytime she feels bad...

I know she has gone through a lot of stuff in her childhood, and those are the things that get her all sad, depressed, etc... but when she gets like this, then she gets mad at me, yells at me and then she starts telling me non-sense things... and I doesn't hurt me at all 'cuz I understand her, but still, it bothers me and makes so mad and annoyed...
Just like right now, she called me a few minutes ago and told me she was sad and she needed my help. So, I'm there talking to her, trying my best to make her feel better, or laugh or at least smile and supporting her on what I can and then she goes: "Forget it, you don't help me at all, you just make me feel worse... I g2g anyways, talk to you later. Thank you for nothing.."
and then she hung up the phone and I'm there freaking out and starting to feel bad 'cuz I was trying to help and apparently I didn't do any good...

She has been the only person that I actually let to treat me this way, not even any of my exs... not even my mom... or anyone.. and still I let her do it, 'cuz when she's like this, I can't talk to her, she won't listen and then she gets mad at me and things just get worse, and especially in the state she is, she has done some cuttings before and other stuff that are totally bad for her...And I know that if I do something right now to her, then she'll go ahead and start cutting herself...

Everybody thinks our friendship is weird and I wouldn't blame them for thinking that way 'cuz Krystal and I are totally two different people but still, we are friends and even tho' I know this fighting thing with her is kinda stupid, I'M still there for her and she doens't seem to understand it or maybe I'm not doing a good job on letting her know it...

I don't know what to do. I'm so confused..
I want to help but at the same time I want to prevent all the fighting which means to stay away from her...
I hate this...