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OHGOD SAAD IS PISSING ME OFF.

Today he was mute during the whole school day, which really put me off,


AS TODAY WAS KURT COBAIN'S BIRTHDAY. OHMYGOD.

 

Overreacting much?

 

i saw the girl again today and idk why i am so afraid to talk to her? i guess i dont' wanna be rejected like in the past, oh well i don't wanna like this girl or nobody (for now) but everytime i get to see this girl even if it's only for a few seconds it drives me nuts damn, it's something about her, she's so pretty.

*shoots himself*

 

Pfft. She'll never change. Impossible.

Now, I need a vacation, on the other hand.

*can't wait till Spring Break and band trip* Yess, no parents! Whoo...

 

So my situation hasn't changed. I have a speeding ticket and bills to pay (this week in total should be about 400$ of shit to pay) and I have 93$ to my name.

If I don't pay this 150$-something ticket tomorrow they'll send a warrant out for my arrest.

Suffice to say, I'm kinda fucked.

 

Hope for 60$ before tomorrow?

Don't see it happening. Sorry if I'm being a spoilsport.

 

Eventually.

Until then I'll have a warrant for my arrest.

 

Pretty much there's just soo much to think about
Everytime something good happens
something bad has to happen

 

So I did it, I went up to him.

 

and!??!

 

And it seemed okay. He was about to walk past me in the canteen, and I kind of pulled him over and I was like, 'can i talk to you?' and he said 'of course', then we walked for a bit.

 

i should do that with the girl i like but i'm to stupid to do anything *sighs*

and what did u say to him? any tips?

 

Well you see I'd already been making contact with him for about a week, SMSs, ICQ, so I'd been putting this off for a while, we hadn't agreed on a concrete time, location to meet, so I decided to just take it into my own hands and go up to him. So my situation was different anyway.

 

The girl I like called me last night because she read my facebook note and was worried.

It made an otherwise crappy time somewhat better. =/

 

I just figured something out..

I dont really want her back, I'm just extremely jealous that her boyfriend does what I cant do. Wether its sexual or not.

 

You honestly can't ask anyone?

If I had the money, I'd send you $60 right away, but sadly I don't. Keep looking around, man.

 

Most of my friends don't have the money either.

My parents disowned me, so that's out of the picture.

Municipal Court is closed today.

Guess I have a warrant for my arrest.